another day, another story... one true love
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Friday, July 27, 2007
Okay some thanks are in need here....
Thanks to:
The people who wished me through msgs, friendster and in person... too many names for me to recollect here but thanks anyways!
Baby and Sil and Aunty for organizing the party for me! I really enjoyed myself but alas I was sick and didn't look to happy cuz I felt that I was spoiling everything. Thanks to Sil for the certificate! Hey I think seriously that having it in writing makes me feel more relieved.. haha I've finally graduated! and of course!!!! THANKS TO BABY!!! for putting in so much effort to build and paint and glue the wooden carnival together... it'll always be on my shrine... always. And thanks for coming up with the video idea too lover! I love you!
Thanks to Ram and Raymond for the lava lamp and the cake and taking me out today to eat indian food... my throat hurts like fuck now and I feel 10 kg heavier but THANKS ALOT really.. love you guys man. And to the rest who were in the video, sen, andrew... you guys never fail to make me laugh.. i'm sure that's mostly ram's fault but you guys played a part.
Oh that includes Jared, Sarah and Shaun as well.. you guys were part of the video too!
And to those who were supposed to be in the video hmmm u can give me a impromptu performance when I meet you yea? hahaha..
Ram, Raymond and I went to catch simpsons after the indian cuisine and though it was short, I think it was rather well made. Slap Stick humour rocks!!!!
Anyways update on the sickness, I'm still not well, my throat really hurts and I always get like 38.something degree fevers in the night. I think I have dengue or throat cancer... lol if this continues, I'm gonna go see a doctor on monday pronto.
Oh and note for lovers : If you stretch out your hand and ask your lover that you really need to do this together, would they do it? this of course can be subjective like decorating the house, planning your wedding, letting the in laws stay over, it can be of any magnitude but the question is, WOULD THEY DO IT? What if they don't? and by some very weird coincidence you happen to die shortly after, would they regret their decision? I'm sure they would. It's just human! Humans think that hey they're always there for me or nah they'll find someone else to help them and go on with their own business. The weird thing is when the person that they love dies, they'll have all sorts of regrets and bring up stuff that I think the dead guy can't even remember! "I wish I helped her clean the rubbish", " I should have treated him better" or the most common one "I didn't get to say my last I love you" or something of the sort. All the shouldn't haves and the should haves start sprining out in your face and you end up crying not because you're sad that he or she is gone but you CRY BECAUSE YOU'RE GUILTY! well maybe a lil of both.
Lovers, treat your partners with respect and appreciation... cuz you never know when they might be gone! What I try to do is to have a day when I can look back and say I don't regret anything! can we live life like that? Aim for it and I'm sure it'll work out!
Another one of my deep days... now's the aspect of love, life and commitment... somewhat?
6:12 PM
