Hey guys! Thanks for coming down yesterday yea? This goes out to like Jared, Sarah, Shaun, Melvin, Gail, Mike, Yvelyn and Gerard. Thanks for everything... it was good to see everyone together again.

BUT OF COURSE..... especially to baby for making all of this happen. I love you.. and I'm sorry I didn't seem all that enthusiastic but you know why... sorry ok? We'll do this together. I've come up with some plans to be better... maybe it'll work? Just tweak my thinking here n there and behavior here n there and viola a changed man. I love you.

Anyways I'm like back in school aft being sick for one whole week. I'm definitely getting better no worries. I'm glad I'm getting better too.. been so moody and down lately but now I'm a happy happy man.

Don't think so much

If I could live life like an anime character I would sieze that opportunity right away to get me away from all of this shit and nonsense called reality. Sometimes you feel so alone and small and unsure of what to do and you just want to have like a fairy god mother or something to save you. Yea guess I'm thinking too much. Bye.

Love you baby


My mood has taken a turn for the worse... WHY?


1. Just went for blood test to check whether I have dengue (results monday)

2. Fucking have to stay at home

3. Fucking nothing to do at home

4. Want anime also so difficult to get..

5. My girl has to go church early

6. She staying in church for GOD knows how long... (literally)

7. Those fuckers are pissing me off yet again

8. Thinking about those fuckers pissing me off pisses me off even more

9. It's supposed to be a fucking happy few days for me but I'm sick...

10. I just feel like kicking the bucket (not literal)



Fuck off you fucking screwed up people... sailing under false colors would be a fine Motto for you fuck tards.. I don't see the big hoo ha over such a stupid thing... seriously stupid stupid stupid. I rather let my fingers do the talking then keep it in and just cause more headaches for me. So FUCK YOU...


If you are, SO AM I dammit.



I'll just mind my own business from now on and don't give a fuck.


Okay some thanks are in need here....

Thanks to:

The people who wished me through msgs, friendster and in person... too many names for me to recollect here but thanks anyways!

Baby and Sil and Aunty for organizing the party for me! I really enjoyed myself but alas I was sick and didn't look to happy cuz I felt that I was spoiling everything. Thanks to Sil for the certificate! Hey I think seriously that having it in writing makes me feel more relieved.. haha I've finally graduated! and of course!!!! THANKS TO BABY!!! for putting in so much effort to build and paint and glue the wooden carnival together... it'll always be on my shrine... always. And thanks for coming up with the video idea too lover! I love you!

Thanks to Ram and Raymond for the lava lamp and the cake and taking me out today to eat indian food... my throat hurts like fuck now and I feel 10 kg heavier but THANKS ALOT really.. love you guys man. And to the rest who were in the video, sen, andrew... you guys never fail to make me laugh.. i'm sure that's mostly ram's fault but you guys played a part.

Oh that includes Jared, Sarah and Shaun as well.. you guys were part of the video too!

And to those who were supposed to be in the video hmmm u can give me a impromptu performance when I meet you yea? hahaha..

Ram, Raymond and I went to catch simpsons after the indian cuisine and though it was short, I think it was rather well made. Slap Stick humour rocks!!!!


Anyways update on the sickness, I'm still not well, my throat really hurts and I always get like 38.something degree fevers in the night. I think I have dengue or throat cancer... lol if this continues, I'm gonna go see a doctor on monday pronto.


Oh and note for lovers : If you stretch out your hand and ask your lover that you really need to do this together, would they do it? this of course can be subjective like decorating the house, planning your wedding, letting the in laws stay over, it can be of any magnitude but the question is, WOULD THEY DO IT? What if they don't? and by some very weird coincidence you happen to die shortly after, would they regret their decision? I'm sure they would. It's just human! Humans think that hey they're always there for me or nah they'll find someone else to help them and go on with their own business. The weird thing is when the person that they love dies, they'll have all sorts of regrets and bring up stuff that I think the dead guy can't even remember! "I wish I helped her clean the rubbish", " I should have treated him better" or the most common one "I didn't get to say my last I love you" or something of the sort. All the shouldn't haves and the should haves start sprining out in your face and you end up crying not because you're sad that he or she is gone but you CRY BECAUSE YOU'RE GUILTY! well maybe a lil of both.

Lovers, treat your partners with respect and appreciation... cuz you never know when they might be gone! What I try to do is to have a day when I can look back and say I don't regret anything! can we live life like that? Aim for it and I'm sure it'll work out!

Another one of my deep days... now's the aspect of love, life and commitment... somewhat?


ARGH.... my temperature was 38.4 last night and I was f-r-eeeeeeezing!

I realised something though. A small hint of the past was aroused last night not in the same context but close enough. The dumb fucks strikes again... and you could hear the desperation and the confusion and bewilderment in the choice voice. The dumb fucks won.... n i think to myself shivering in my bed that perhaps to the choice, I'm just there. I'm expandable... So the torrents of emotions came flooding in... the past all brought up to further enlighten me that I was a fool's child.

Priority tells a man what is most important to him and a woman is not spared. It is proven that when there's a fire in the building, people will automatically run and grab their most valued possessions before fleeing the house. This scenario is tentamount to recent events.. Let's jus say there was a painting in the wall and there was a bunch of holy fuck TARTS on the table. The mistress took the Fuck Tarts and didn't come back till much later when the fire had died down and tried to salvage the paining. It was a good painting no doubt. It was strong and survived the onslaught of fiery flames flicking its edges and enduring the heat in which it was enveloped. The painting was not spared from the smoke and soot though and was barely recognizable. Nothing a good wash wouldn't cure. The mistress fussed over the painting and brought it back to good shape but it could not help but have misgivings. It had been passed down from mistress to mistress a fair few times and oh how it loved this place it seemed different and the only place to be in. The number of times she looked at it when she wasn't feeling well and would brighten up because of the magnificent picture. It thought it'd be of the most importance but it was wrong very wrong indeed. It still hangs there for all to see but its on its guard again just waiting and observing. Oh let's not mention that humongous stack of books in the shelf. They look like they've been passed on from generation to generation and the mistress seems to treasure them as well. Why was the painting created? To be left on that wall and when it had served its purpose it would be taken down?

The fucking world is unfair. If you don't look out for yourself, you'll just be burned like the painting and if you can't take the burn and you perish... its going to be hard to make a new one. You look out for someone else but people don't notice you. What's the effing point? I should teach this to my sec 1 kids... educate them when they're young so that they won't fall prey to such misery and grief


Okay, that aside,
Happy Birthday to me... lol... Sick on my birthday woo wee... Thanks for the birthday cake baby! (she came at 12 midnight to sing me a birthday song with a cake in her hand. The candle wasn't lit up but it's the thought that counts... *muacks* thanks hon)

I'm too tired to blog anything else byeeeebyeeee!


I'm SICK as well!!!!!


oh well but for what it's worth, I'm sick with BABY!!! Always look on the bright side eh?

I really want to blog bout harry potter and everything but perhaps when I'm feeling much better or something. I'm down with everything one usually gets one at a time.. flu, fever, cough and a sore throat... haha well done eh?

Oh well... I hope baby gets well soon!!! Or i'll have to come over and sayang her! I love you!! I need to be sayanged too...


FUCK LA... the stupid teacher came... just cause one fucking chao chee bye went to email the teacher... You're A FUCKING CHAO CHEE BYE EUNICE.... A fucking chao chee bye. Machiam like you'll get better grades like that... FUCKING ugly FUCK! FLABBY ARMS..... weird teeth, big nose! I hope you fucking see this... Feel the anger and scold me... You'll FUCKING GET IT FROM ME... CHAO CHEE BYE....

.............


HEY PEOPLE!!!!

My teacher isn't here today!!! yipeee! Another 3 more mins and we can leave the class! I can go and see baby later on! WOO HOO

The bitch is here though and she's super fucked up.... URGH

Baby don't sad already ok? You look great! I swear!

DRIVING LESSONS ARE OVER!!!! Now I'm left with the driving test... hope I can miraculously get an early slot... just one last step until I get that license! I'm really waiting in anticipation... sorry I seem so high but I'm really excited and happy... I completed all 30modules in 18lessons and have not met any accident or whatever. I think when I pass I won't be so cautious already... who knows? lol...

Faisal, Farhana, Alex and I are going to Ngee Ann Poly to recee the place for our video comp! Alright!!! haha things are going smoothly and nicely at the moment.

Everyone wondering why Jamie and James can last so long together well a few pointers
- Unconditional Love
- Trust
- Affection
- Care
- Humour
- Mutual Understanding (sometimes) lol

Basic guidelines to a blooming and wonderful relationship that will last forever and ever and ever!!!! I love her!


I'm thinking about the zoo
I'm thinking about mew mew
I'm thinking about the time you had the flu
I'm just thinking about you you you
I love you you you
Let's go to the zoo zoo zoo


Happy 18TH Birthday Honey!

Glad you're Happy with everything. At least now you know that people didn't forget.

Love you





okay so now next on the agenda, I still fuckin hate you people... fuckin hoggers.
Balls....... mid afternoon.... Balls.......
Understand, understand, understand.....

Fucking christ.... I'm such a fool... a real big one....

Devil : Why don't you spoil everything and do something better?
Fool : Nah
Devil : You'll steal the lime light!
Fool : But that's not supposed to be the point
Devil : You're a real fool!

Yea.... a real fool....


Dad says : The trouble with you is that you always love them more.....


Oh happy days....

Good luck with your modelling thing baby!


Maybe... Perhaps... Could be... Possibly

Whatever


Stop la okay? Stop it dammit... you people should go fuck yourselves really. I don't give a rat's ass what you people might think. I HATE YOU!

Almost done with everything.... yay... so tired physically, mentally and emotionally.... PERHAPS spiritually as well?

I was thinking of coming up with a poem to convey the feelings in me but nah seriously, screw it. I have to let my mind rest once in awhile.... it needs to breathe... among other things. So I shall just let it rest for now... relax and enjoy life.


Yo!

I'm gonna try and change my blog song to the Transformers theme!

Going to eat pasta mania with baby today... finally some time alone!!! yay! I miss you lover!

Melvin just gave the crew an opportunity to shine... there's this competition coming up for film makers and I guess we're going to join and i'm confident that we can win... definitely. Deadline's 31st august so if anyone's interested I'll let you see it once we're done with it k? You be the judge of our talent.

Soooooo today we're discussing about how IKEA uses art as part of their identity and its supposedly an easy topic today but I beg to differ thank you. haha see you!


alright,

1. Transformers is some cool stuff you people should go check it out

2. I had fun once again with baby during our short sweet escape over the weekend

3. Thanks to everyone for helping out with the skit today. I think it was a success.


Other than that, I'm not in a very good mood at the moment.

Bye

I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy

New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face



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