another day, another story... one true love
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
I don't understand anything at all... I feel so frustrated but I don't know how the hell to explain it. I feel like punching the wall so hard that I break my hand... that's how frustrated I feel.
I need to visit the police station later they finally want to close my case.... and then I'll have to renew my passport... Gonna go on holiday next week. I don't know if she still wants to stay with me.... but I hope she does.
I'm sick and tired of goin through this everyday... I really appreciate you talking to me and everything and lettin me noe how you feel so don't stop doing that but we'll work our way through this relationship together. But about that issue seriously... I don't know what to say already... I was like on the edge of breaking down once again and leaving my fate to God... its so easy to not bother anymore but I'm trying.... I'm trying so hard.. cuz you mean the world to me. That issue is so stupid... I noe you feel scared but thats what it is... I don't wanna go back to square one again... it'll frustrate me extremely.. I've been getting shit for 4 days in a row and what's worse... I found out that something you said was something I didn't think you meant... it was so painful... and then suddenly you said that then I couldn't take it anymore... I'm sorry... but whatever the case is, I'm gonna stick by you no matter what... even if it means that I have to ram my damn head in the wall to take my mind off things... sigh...
I'm so so so sad and hurt... I also dunno why.
I'm sorry I made you feel the same way.
7:22 AM
