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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Hey everyone! I'm at Garden's Macs with Benedict right now.... I missed my Basic Theory TEST!!!! ARGH... cuz I friggin didn't wake up.. Nobody had the grace to wake me up even though they noe that I'm a sucker when it comes to sleeping in bed. Oh well my retest date is on the 10th Jan... At this rate I don't know when I can get my friggin license. Slow and steady wins the race I guess.

Benedict would like to say a few words :

Ben : What the hell would I want to say?

James : Anything... like you've got a long dick and stuff?

Ben : Eh EH EH! Fuck you!

James: *laughs*

Ben: I want your mother breaaaassssst milk

James: If she has any left.....

Ben: What do they say about people who have constipation?

James: What?

Ben: They DON'T GIVE A SHIT

James: ..... LOL

alright that was plain retarded... I just asked him to come up with random nonsense.

I noticed something bout girls. They love putting us guys in a bad light whenever something goes wrong. It's like if they have a tiff or what not, they'll go to their friends and say "you noe he did this you noe he did that?" This is rather unfair to the male gender I would presume.. because sometimes it is a mutual thing and it is no one's fault but the couple themselves. That's why some guys are labelled bad boyfriends and some labelled as good. The good ones play it smart and appease their girl in any way they can but on the other hand, he might be a bad person? Guys aren't the SIMPLETONS that girls might think we are. I am speaking up for the male gender here.. To me, there is no such thing as the weaker sex anymore. Girls can be equally abusive, dominating, snide and intelligent as guys can be. It's been as such for a long time now having equality among the sexes. Guys have a hard time usually cuz they have alot to live up to and we don't deserve being maligned when something bad happens. Cuz if we do then in the end all our good isn't appreciated anymore... its just the bad shit that people look at... do we deserve that? GUYS! speak up man... I'm not being sexist here... its just a statement which crossed my mind when I was sleeping last night... so don't get offended babe and fellow women.

And babe, about yesterday, we'll work something out alright? It just doesn't feel right and all ya noe what I mean? Let's just work it out.

Oh and below, is the video I did with Mel and Bay Tay and Bay Bay lol.... a lil gayish cuz its from Westlife but comments would be nice... thanks everybody!

12:06 PM

Monday, November 27, 2006

Alright new skin up..... nothing much. When Lewis does up the PhotoShop for me then I'll work more on the design but don't expect anything fancy cuz i'll jus add a couple more pictures and make it look good. I'm still thinking whether I should stick with the white or go with all black. I wonder. Oh well... whatever the case is, I just decided to change it cuz I was bored and well the other one was getting a little boring. I need something that I can keep using for a long time.

Today I left class at the 3rd meeting cuz the fucking bitch of a science facilitator pissed the shit outta me. I swear I'd have shouted at her if not for my common sense. It was so bloody obvious that she was picking on me and she dared say she didn't. ah fuck her!

Nothing much to say today.. cept that my fever went down and I'm embarking on my save alot of money journey. I practically starved my poor body today... came home and wallaoped the food that my mom cooked and forced my babe to eat more hahaha... the look of agony on her face gosh....classic. But don't worry babe... you're sitting beside me now and I LOVE YOU!

9:46 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

we kinda took lotsa mrt rides so yea most of it was from the mrt itself.

I'm sick like a dog right now. Had amazing race yesterday... It was a school event and it lasted from like 9am to 7pm. Unfortunately, we didn't win anything this time round either but we had shit loads of fun. Once again we were called "Toilet Gangsters" and this time the team members comprised of - Jimmy, Ivor, Shane, Turtle, Kai Yu and myself. Our route seemed pretty easy going at the start but at the end..... sighs...

OK so here's where we started from
1. Esplanade (Roof Garden)
2. Takashimaya (infront of the fountain)
3. Marina South (the big field infront of the steamboat)
4. Park Mall (opp PS)
5. ChinaTown (the bridge at China Point)
6. Yishun (the mrt station)
7. Bedok (Market place)

From here on we had to head back because there wasn't anymore time for us to complete the rest we were left with toa payoh and kembaggan. Oh well, the Bedok one was a killer because we had to search for recycle bins and take pictures of it as well as write down where it's located. Shane and I were running around the whole of bedok findin the stupid bins and WE got caught in the rain too... came back drenched like dog. Lol... I guess that's why i'm sick.

Christmas is coming soon! I've planned all my presents that I wanna get and everything already. Need to save quite abit so from tml onwards, I'm not gonna eat in school or spend my money at all. I'm just gonna pass it to my mom and ask her to help me keep. If I manage to get a shoot or something then I can use it and have fun with my girl and friends. Other than that, I'm not gonna touch the money. It's for the greater good!

It's gonna be a year since I last fell down. I wonder what I'm gonna do on the 12th december. Drink??? hahhaa... Happy anniversary! People usually celebrate stuff like marriage or getting together. I'm celebrating the mark of the day when I should have died but didn't. Weird really... nothing much has changed I guess has it? Except for the fact that i'm recovering rather well and other small small issues. Any ideas on what to do on the day of my fall?

10:27 PM

Monday, November 20, 2006

Hilo!

Mike has a new purse... friggin funny. It's like an Ah Ma's purse... Light Blue and Orange. He's using this new purse cuz he lost his wallet. Take a look at the purse above! Damn funny, once I saw it, I burst out laughing like crazy.

Oh I would just like to wish all O level KIDS "CONGRATULATIONS" cuz all of them finished their Os today!!! Mike can finally chill out with us more often. He went to dye his hair today lol now its like purple! Seriously, I think the dying hair thing is really old school. Been there and done that so let's not deprive him of formality.

I gave school a miss today and I just realised that I'm getting fatter after cutting my damn hair. I need to lose somemore weight. So this is like the 5th time in a year I'm going on a exercise spree. LOL I lose weight easily but the thing is I gain weight easily too. Dammit.

My Lao Po is feeling sick at the moment I just hope that she recovers soon especially since I can't be there for her at the moment. She has projects and everything... A real busy girl this one. Take care of yourself alright babe?

Okay people I'm off for my jog now. Gonna cheong for 2 weeks by the end of 2 weeks I'll definitely lose weight. Cheers People!

7:17 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

this post is dedicated to "TOILET GANGSTERS" I had fun today and I hope all of you all did too. Don't worry, there's always next week's amazing race! Thanks Jimmy, Shane, Ivor, Lewis for making my day!

Ok basically to those who are clueless as in to what happened today, we (the above names mentioned) had a paintball competition organized by our school and we were very eager to win. Fate just wasn't on our side though. Our first round was against this group of NCC dudes and they called themselves "Lepak Corner" I mean what kinda name is Lepak corner anyways? So we came up with this 4 man sprint thing and 1 man defend. Somehow, amidst the confusion, we were all given Yellow cards for shooting too close to the enemy. Which was retarded and the judges were just plain blind. So we had to restart the round and in the end, everyone was out of bullets cept yours truly. If I had known, I'd have been a lil more scared but I didn't know. So this guy shot me and I backed up which apparently was a mistake cuz the next thing I knew, he was running past me to the balloon. I did what anybody would have done, I chased him and totally forgot about the 3m rule and shot him point blank at his neck. I still had the cheek to tell him "I shot you..." The dude scared me abit though cuz I thought he was gonna shoot me but in the end he just grabbed his neck obviously in major pain. AND I GOT A RED CARD FOR THAT.
I'm the MVP of the whole day.... MOST VIOLENT PLAYER!

The 2nd game was screwed up too... I fell down, got shot in the eye, shot Ivor in the leg (ON PURPOSE) and we got kicked out of the round robin. Geez... but we had fun... definitely.

Thereafter, I went over to banga's tattoo parlour and looked at the progress of my makeover tattoo... aint' too bad... I'm gonna go religious and put mother mary there to safeguard me. If all goes well and the tattoo is nice, I wanna put an Angel's wing on my left side of my back. Wad cha all think?

Anyways i'm tired and I'm gonna slp good night people!

ps : I felt like a God again when I shot him in the neck. Gosh the power is killing me! lol

8:39 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

Aight today was rather fun. I didn’t go to school AGAIN…. I was sleeping so soundly till some “Inspector Tan” called and disrupted my peaceful sleep. He said that the rest of the class were gonna pon anyways and asked if I wanted to watch a movie. So I asked him where and the fella had the cheek to tell me to go to woodlands cuz some of them had to go back to school after that.

So there I was on the way to woodlands once again even though I skipped school to go and meet them and it was raining heavily mind you. We went to catch the covenant and I already watched it but hell it was an alright movie to me. However, the 2nd time seemed a little more boring than the first (duh right?) I had fun with them though.

Then after the movie, I REALIZED that I forgot to pay my damned fine so I kinda panicked. So I sought the help I needed from dad and my old man saved the day once again and met me at ang mo kio to pass me money for my fine. Inspector Tan and Cheng Kiat followed me to gardens and we slacked there for abit before heading home. They said that gardens is a real good slack place and if possible they would like to slack there more in the near future.

We were also discussing on making flash bangs and taking vids and all that. It’d be real cool but dangerous so we have exercise caution and if we do it anytime soon you’ll see the video in you tube in no time. Just hope that nobody gets hurt in the process cuz its gonna be one hell of a blast.

And I’m glad you’ve forgiven me lao po!
I’m still very sorry though.

8:47 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

I'm an idiot and I know that jolly well by now.

I'm sorry it went this way

You Don't know how sorry I feel

I shall not give myself any excuses for today

But I must tell you that it wasn't intentional

If you intend to walk away,

I deserve to know right now.

If you think i'm not the right guy for you,

I deserve to know

I'm not walking away because I promised you I wouldn't

So its your call now

I'm sorry.

You take care of yourself too

So much for no attitude for the day huh?

I never meant any of this to happen.

I love you.

Thanks for the present

Happy times eh?

12:45 AM

Friday, November 10, 2006

I went to watch flushed away today! All I can say that it's a cute show with humour that everyone can appreciate and enjoy. Furthermore, the animation's pretty well done and I'd give it 3/5 stars.

Then I went to grab a rod from melvin's place cuz I didn't have any and my classmates wanted to go fishing. Went to gardens and ate dinner at the new western place... I swear this is one place that won't ever lose its business. It's really a great place to eat at... I mean it's a little pricey and all for a coffeeshop stall but it's good. Thanks for dinner Gerard!

Alright then we went over to Violet to wish uncle Martin Happy Birthday... We drank there too and boy was I a lil stoned when I left the place. I managed to find my way to Bedok Interchange to meet Ivor and Shane though.. hahaha loads of people were looking at me when i stumbled into the bus cuz like I was carrying a fishing rod and looking rather red in the face.

So in the end, the CLASS outing became Shane, Ivor and me. We took like an hour to get there because it was so fucking far away la. We took like 2 pit stops. One to drink a can of beer and disturb cats and the other was to buy a coconut which was as big as my head. What's the worse part was that we only caught a few small fish. hahaha but it was fun spending time with them and having all the jokes and all to pass my time and take my mind off things. Thanks DUDES!!!!

I had a great time today.... Happy first month.....

6:53 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Alright I typed quite abit but its all gone lol anyways no worries I'll go at it once again since I'm so super free today. Didn't attend class cuz I was just feeling to damn tired to move my body from my, oh so comfortable bed. Anyways THIS IS THE VIDEO THAT WE DID LAST WEEK but improvements have been made at the end so that now we’re all in sync which is so much better than the previous one.

Anyways HAPPY FIRST MONTH TO YOU TOO SWEETIE! Though we’re not spending this day together and everything, its okay there’s tomorrow and I hope that you have fun later at your sister’s party.

Oh and we watched step up yesterday, I swear it’s a worthwhile show to watch man. It’s like the dancing is good and cool and there’s a nice combination of ballet and hip hop and stuff. Prior to that, the girl is so SO SO PRETTY!!!! My god! She looks a lil chubby but PRETTY nonetheless. Oh and the story line is good (though my gal says that its not good… kudos to that man!) I’d give it 4/5 Stars. So do go take a look people!

7:19 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

this is the video we did in class today! so damn fun! Rock on!

We've got another video just go to you tube and search for w25e, you'll find it. I swear today was the best lesson ever! Glad i woke up super early and all. I realised that when i'm editing the video or in the process of the shoot, i can forget about everything. Smoking, hunger, my phone and all that. Sorry Babe! didn't mean to neglect you and all... i'm glad you had fun today even though you weren't with me but came to meet me. See you tml aight? We're gonna watch "step up" Wait up for my reviews people!

Oh and I would like to give a thank you to my team members who worked real hard today

Ivor - the laughing inspector

Lewis - Psychotic Boyfriend

Shane - Psychotic Boyfriend's best friend 1

James - Best friend 2

Turtle - Best friend 2's galfren

Lynn - the dead gal amy

Everyone did a great job today on set and behind the scenes. Let's go for a hot dog tml!!!! I'm sure the mustard man would love that! lol

10:37 AM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Hello everyone! Time to sweep the dust that's been collecting over the past few days (or isit weeks) that I haven't blogged. It was either I couldn't find the time or was just too laid back to bother.

For starters, I would like to wish the confirmants CONGRATULATIONS!!!! All of you are finally matured spiritually and I hope to see you all next year helping out be it in the youth groups or the youth helpers. Personally, I know you all would like to be helpers cuz all the cool people are there but not all of you will be with us or the group will be too large to handle. I'll try to see what I can do yea? No promises... (as someone I know loves to say... you know who you are!) The dinner after confirmation mass was splendid.... hahaha I thoroughly enjoyed each and every single course. What can i say? It was free anyways. Thereafter, I want to watch the covenant with babe and mike. I say 4 friggin stars man!!! It's like way cool... i mean hot, hunky guys are not really in my best interest but i'm talking bout the action and everything. Cool stuff!

I've been working on this project for quite awhile. It's this 4000 word (approx) essay and I've got to get it done by the end of the week. Lord, help me. I've got to think of how I'm gonna do my "movie" thing too. I'll most probably be casting people who know me so if you get a call say mid december, means I need you to help me with my shoot. Basically, I intend to create a short film say 30mins long to just get the hang of this video editing and making business since its related to my course. I've quite an interest in it and if this is a success, it'll go into my portfolio and increase my credibility when I work. I won't say what the shoot's about yet but everyone will know sooner or later.

Ben and I were discussing last night about how cool this new interest could be because all of us will major in different sectors and if we combined together, we could actually start a business in the near future! We look like we always have no purpose in life and we're always bumming around but if we can pull this off, who knows? We might make it big in the entertainment industry next time. It's not like they lack people in that sector but they lack talented and creative people. That's where I guess we come in? lol

My skills are going to be tested on wednesday cuz we're doing a short film for Culture Module. Anyone who wants to take a look at the video can ask it from me on thurs. I have 2 other videos if anyone's interested. lol....

Alright I guess i'll be heading to gardens for dinner. Thereafter, I'll head back and finish up my essay if i can. I still have my RJ to do! I'm too lazy to post pictures of confirmation.... hahaha just look at my display pic every once in awhile.

6:24 PM