I can't take it anymore.... I jus need an outlet to vent my frustrations! Do I hear a WHY? even if I don't hear any i'm gonna tell you WHY! Cuz school has officially started and it's just the 2nd day mind you! I'm shagged like a dog! Oh yea i forgot to mention that I have a totally new class and compared to W24P, they're dead boring. Like I said to one of my groupmates today, if everyone feels that their old class was better than this class will not be anything but dull. I admit I'm guilty of that but what am I supposed to do? There's no one there whom I can talk to like Mitchell and Raymond. MOST IMPORTANTLY, there's no class joke! RAM the turn coat traitor that he is, is spending time with his new classmates and forgot bout us already. The old guys have agreed to eat lunch and go home together everyday from today onwards with the exception of RAM cuz we didn't noe where the hell he went. Our Enterprise Faci's such a friggin monster! She alloted jus 7 mins for us to present and just cut us off when we were a lil over time.. and it was our last slide too. I gave her a piece of my mind in my RJ but I had to put it as feedback cuz she happens to be the module chair and I ain't messing around with someone like that cuz I want that grade!
RP really makes a person super tired at the end of the day... and it isn't bout the no of hours that we're in school. It's the amount of thinking and presenting and summarization of words in slides that takes a toll on us poor students. Gerard, Melvin and Co noe me pretty well by now. They don't call me during weekdays cuz i always go home on weekdays. That's why I leave friday for you guys N saturdays for Nelson n Co. Sundays...church and then back to that same old routine once again. My life becomes rather mundane after awhile that's why I so look forward to friday and Just my LUCK... friday has to be SCIENCE module of all modules. Why do I bother so much about school? Well cuz this is my 2nd chance to set something right in my life and I'm so gonna take it.. I've done enough mental harm to my poor mom.
There's this other thing though... this one seems really really special. BUT... maybe I'm not good enough? I'm a nobody actually.... just some other guy. My gut feeling was never that great but I have this feeling in my heart that she's the one! She's the one I can give my heart to again and she won't break it... I'm sure of it. What can go wrong?? I'll make sure nothing will go wrong.. No matter how many sacrifices I have to make, i'll do it. The only thing stopping me is fear... fear that i'm some other guy... a friend... I was never good a telling signs like these.... (and yea i still ain't good) Guess i'll take it real slow... cuz I want this to be something beautiful... if it ever happens and patience is a virtue after all... it'll pay off... I hope.
10:01 PM
James Chan.
I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy
Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face
