Yet another whole month of endless lazing around and taking time off from the hustle and bustle of everyday life... yes the holidays are finally here and though it may seem a rather joyous occasion I'd really beg to differ. W24P's disbanded and I can but just dread the class that I'd be posted to next semester. W24P will always be the highlight of my life whenever I may reminisce about my life in the near future. Yes we had our fair share of arguments and conflicts but we always managed to solve them in the end and that is the mark of true friendship.
Ram Dude, you're pretty spastic! Whenever we play dota you only care bout hero kills and you don't think about winning the game. You're the class joker and joke and I'd say that without you the class would be pretty boring. Don't go all emo cuz we're splitting up, we'll still meet up for lunch yea?
Sen Class gangster. Life would have sucked in class without you too. Bitching here and there and disturbing all the random people in RP. You're a bag full of fun man... walao gg la!
Mitch I think you're the only guy that I went out with the most in class la! Clubbing and all that... we've had some pretty fun times yea? You're my closest buddy in class (think of all the times we got caught together smoking lol) yep! We'll definitely chill out during these holiday period
Raymond I thought you were this quiet lil punk who looked a lil weird. Then we became friends and all (making fun of ram and everything) You turned out pretty alright! Mr nice guy and good friend indeed! Love you Ray!
To the others in W24P I'd like to write personal messages for each and everyone of you but it's the thought that suffices yea? All in all, we've had shit loads of fun and we'll always be friends forever. It's not like anyone's dying or anything and we'll all see each other again. Just don't forget one another yea?
Update on recovery status : Pretty good. I finally managed to get a whiff of the euphoric smell and taste of my all time favourite... DURIANS!!! When I finally smelt it I was rather ecstatic and overcome with emotion for a short while. It may not be of any importance to normal people but that's why I say we humans always take things for granted. It's been 9 months since my accident and slowly experiencing recovery is such a joy to me that I become all teary whenever I know something else is improving. Life is short, don't take it for granted... that's my advice to everyone out there!
Lastly, I think it's high time I forget about you and move along. I can't stay stagnant forever waiting for something that will never come. You will be a fragment of my imagination from now on and it hurts to say this but I've got to handle the truth. I'll let you in on a secret alright? I found this pretty flower whilst walking in the park one day. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and to me it was and still is the most perfect flower. The sun's rays shone down on it creating the most beautiful image ever possible. I could only gape at the radiant texture of its petals, the spectrum effect the sun and dew droplets were creating and the contrasting color of the flower. It was so out of this world that I wanted to take it back home with me. How long would it last though? Taking it from the scenic garden and putting it in a vase at home, how long would it last? I care so much about this new found flower which I don't know anything about that it scares me. I've taken a few flowers back but they all withered away right before my eyes and with a heavy heart I had to throw their remains away. That's why I don't want to eradicate this flower from the garden. I'll carry my heavy heart and place it next to that flower so that it's beauty and glory shall ease the burdens of my heart and maybe someday, someday.... I'll live in that very garden with no other worldly cares with that flower, basking in all its glory.
3:10 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Now that i'm back in cat class, some explanations are needed I guess? Which would only be fair because apparently some not so nice things have been said and I'm once again caught right smack in the middle.
Firstly, Amanda, I seriously don't know what to say. You can't push all the blame to me and say that I'm the one who caused you your misery. I didn't even tell anyone that YOU were the one who spread those rumours except my buddies. People out of the goodness in their hearts told me that now who was I to believe? Let's face it your words aren't very credible are they? I didn't believe them at the start but then it's either you've got shit loads of enemies or they were telling the truth. Geez man, I left cat class to just take a break from all the heat that this was causing. I don't really like being the centre of attention so I just wanted to chill and take a break. So why isit my fault that people think you're the one who caused me not to come? I never in my life said that to anyone.
I have no reason to explain my actions to anyone let alone you but I'm being what I promised to do and that is to "journey with you people until confirmation" so it's my responsibility to explain this to you I guess. I was wrong in taking that break and leaving everyone in cat class alone by doing that I wasn't fulfilling my duty but what did you expect me to do? Anyways, go ahead and spite me, block me or malign me but my conscience is clear. I've no time to play this sorta games seriously.
Melvin what the heck man go talk to her. She's scared to talk to you because of me. One more thing, I've never influenced Melvin's thoughts about you.. like I say and I will say one last time, I'm not his MASTER. He has a life of his own and a brain of his own... he's not my subordinate or anything of the sort. He's my friend... that's all. So stop pushing all the blame on me, I'll accept what I've done wrong but other than that I won't hear of it because I'm no pushover.
Lastly, about your dream, I won't ever tell you not to be too close to Melvin because he seems to be helping you with your problems and stuff so that's good isn't it? Your dream's damn weird la but quite funky.. heh.
Anyways that aside (i'm speaking in general now) Cat class seems really dull now... What the hell happened man? I'm slowly adapting back into class. Disappointed a few people here n there but don't worry, I'm here to stay till you guys get confirmed! I promise that the camp will be like da bomb cuz we're planning it this time.
Oh Kath I don't noe if you're reading this but I hope Blackie's safe and all. If he is the coward you say he is, he'll be the number 1 to run away from any impending danger trust me. I've got a classmate by the name of RAM who does that most of the time.
National Day's just around the corner, anyone feeling patriotic already? I've been singing those S'pore songs in class lately. Thank goodness it falls on wednesday not a sat or sun cuz we have a HOLIDAY!!!! woo hoo!!!! Being 18 and all *ahem* I can go to the party at momo on tuesday. Good bye to the days of the fake ID. Slowly but surely everyone I know's starting to turn 18 already. It's like everyone's becoming butterflies already! (weird analogy but that's all I can think of now)
Alright i'm a off to bed now. Afternoon naps are the best and I really typed like a hell lot today. Grr... Irritated. Nitez!
4:17 PM
James Chan.
I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy
Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face
