My life is pretty easy to understand... I live to have fun and if given the choice, I would rather elude the dreaded thing called education. However, expectations are placed on me due to the fact that i'm the only child and I have to acquire that lame piece of paper aka a diploma. Well much as i want to achieve that, theres this catch... it being that I have no school to go to at present. I've not received any affirmation from the 2 polys that i applied for and since school term is just around the corner i'm panicking a little. Am i really left with no choice but to go down personally to appeal? Basically, my life has always been easy going and everything usually went smooth for me... so maybe i tend to take advantage of my good graces? I definitely cannot take liberties with school anymore once i go back in. I'm unsure whether it's my nature to learn things in life the hard way. I get so pissed off with that when he shouts at me for being a bum and a good for nothing because the truth hurts and maybe i don't want to handle the truth? One tends to get cocky when he/she manages to manoeuver through the various obstacles in life unscathed.. one fine example would be the one typing this entry right now. I'm definitely not naruto nor would I be wolverine but I'm as sure as hell certain that I'm blessed and someone up there's taking care of his lil boy.
I visited the doctor today for a check up on my condition and he said that on a scale of 1 to 6 (1 being the best recovery) I'm at 2 or 3 and he said that it was surprising cuz I didn't go for surgery but managed to recover so quickly. I'm happy definitely.... I'm sure I'll recover fully cuz it's all in the mind and the mind is a powerful thing.
As for school, IF i do not get a reply by the 29th I shall have to step in physically.. you can never trust technology these days.. Meanwhile for those who believe in god, pray for me cuz even though i do not pray much myself I gotta start now or I'll have to go army (i noe that sounds rather bad but sometimes u just gotta swallow your pride yea?) and how could I go army at such a young and tender age? It's unheard of.. lol...
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James Chan.
I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy
Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face
