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Sunday, November 27, 2005
i'm officially outta steam... i'm cramping up (no it's not the time of the month) in my legs and i feel like a rag doll.. I went to macritchie again 2 nights ago... slept for bout 4 hours before headin down to sentosa with the old gang... n then old changi hospital..Why did i go to och? Well, neng decided to have a farewell dinner for raj at changi sailing club.. cuz raj's leavin for army in a few days time or smth.. yea n it so happened that changi sailin club is near och so we found in rather convinient.. anyways.. good luck raj with army n all that... hope ur resolution to lose weight will keep u goin. Met my godfather at changi sailing club too... somehow he seemed so much older but still happy... i dun get these ppl... they say that when god is in your life u'll be happy... that's wad my dad n mom says and that's wad i can see in my godfather... he was havin some church outing..I've ever thought bout the existence of god... n in the end i can't come up with an answer.. *shrugs* i guess somethings in life can't be questioned... if u come up with an answer do give me a ring or smth yea?Oh n at old changi hospital today, something funky happened at last.... we witnessed some ritual of some sort... think it's some sick cult.. oh well.. basically these 3 malay guys were sittin a circle and chantin some stuff which couldn't be heard.. n they lighted candles n everything so it was kinda creepy.... but fascinatin i guess. By the way, i doubt i'll be goin back there anytime soon.. i'm sick of the place.. n i'm gonna slp now... nitez
2:29 AM
Friday, November 18, 2005
i apologise for not updating lately.. hooked on an online game. Furthermore, nothing really spectacular really happened these few days.. jus that Gerard n Mike went to malaysia, I got back my nano (brand NEW!!!) haha... and I'm officially back in school... My timetable's really slack... very happy with it. Come to think bout it, this is the first time in my life i've retained... haha... not a good feeling but more slack so there are pros n cons...
Dunno wads wrong with my phone bill... think i should try to cut down abit... it's been gettin rather ex of late. Mom's being a real nag n everything... Oh did u all read the newpaper yesterday? The hottest blogger or smth like that.. geez my view is that people are just plain jealous.. I mean so what if she had plastic surgery? That's her business... it's jus that she's gettin alot of publicity that's why people want to shoot her down... i don't get it really. Why are humans like that? *shrugs* oh well i don't want to emphasize... don't intend to have a long entry today. Oh n she's quite pretty for a 21 yr old huh? hahaha...
5:46 AM
Monday, November 07, 2005
time always manages to slip away when you're not on guard don't you think? Before I could even realise it, school has started... yes a very tragic thing but inevitable nonetheless. If you do intend to ask me how was my first day, you'll be disappointed because, I couldn't go into class... I did not have my time table cuz it was not issued to me and upon enquiring why this was so, I was told that I did not register my modules on the allocated date... So technically, I was not a student for today... pfft.. oh well... made some calls here n there talked to a couple of lecturers... one of them gave me a soul searching reprimand and false information so i ended up going to gardens... Where I met Shirley, Bibi and Ben... Chee Wee came down a lil later... ah shucks to that... Note to the o level peeps.. "gambatte?" haha...I was talking to this ex gang fellow one day... and he told me something really profound he said "if you want to be somebody in life, you must not have these 3 things --> SEX, GAMBLING, DRUGS.. if you hold on to at least one of these vices, you cannot be somebody" Shirley thinks that Alcohol isn't considered a drug well to me it's an intoxicating substance roughly the same as drugs.. so there! hmph haha... yea well.. i guess what he said was true and obviously i'm not somebody cuz i am definitely holdin on to one of those vices... But if u look at it the other way, you can be somebody with those vices too... how do you think the underworld thrives man? haha... but i don't intend to be lord of the underworld or anything... in Singapore? gotta be joking...Talkin about Singapore... I'm sure everyone has this in their minds but knowing me, I like to voice my opinions out... the government.. how do i put this? hmm... to me, they're jus corrupt... Efficient? YES... but corrupt nonetheless... let's not talk about the people's assiociation party first. Let's talk bout Mr Lee and his "empire" his family alone owns like most of the major companies in s'pore... he's a freaking millionare... what does he do with his money? I'm certain that the PAP will always be lead by a Lee... it looks that way doesn't it? Goh was jus a seat warmer for Lee's successor... HIS SON (whoa big surprise).. the reasons why other political parties cannot win PAP is that PAP has major funding.. (oh so that's where his money goes) and the people are scared of the PAP... Say something bad about the PAP and you're declared bankrupt the nxt day due to the powerful hand of Lee... I can't say that the government are tyrants cuz we're not exactly suffering are we? Just that i think that the government cares more about themselves n making money more than they care about Singapore these days... I think the government only becomes patriotic on the 9th of August. Being the government, they are like our leaders n we're supposed to look up to them... they're supposed to be servant leaders so there shouldn't be any favouritism or anything like that but can anyone honestly tell me that Lee's sons/daughters/grandchildren don't recieve special treatment? They definitely do... and that's not how it's supposed to be. What if one day some guy like hitler comes along and manages to overthrow the PAP? gosh... i wonder what it'll be like... all i can say is that he'd need hell lots of funding (i'll chip in bout $20 for the man *laughs*) and he'll have to be more passionate than Mr Lee was in his youth... Then again, Singaporeans are conservative people they love to think loads of stuff but never do have the courage to voice it all out... So it might not work out in the end...Geez... politics... more complicating than u can ever imagine... but politics plays a very important role in our daily lives... Jobs, School and Friends.. It's always there and will always be there for good... so i guess we should all just live with it.
10:48 PM
