ok alot of stuff has happened during the past 2 days... soccer's not the reason of many people's downfall... it's betting on soccer... i shall not mention names but one fren alone lost 3k... heart pain man.. sheesh oh well... the matches were all kinda lousy this week... at least man utd won though...
Haven't been spendin time at home too.. been over at shaun's house and been living the life of a vampire... haha my day has become night n vice versa... i've improved on dota though. heh.... got degraded from a low end chunnin to a gennin last week but today i think i'm making my way up to a chunnin once more... heh i achieved god like with no deaths... heh..
I had work on tues... sheesh i jus stood around for an hour for the shoot and sat down for the rest of the hours and i received $100 jus like that.. not bad eh not bad... haha.. hope more jobs will be coming my way... I want my model rate to be increased... some ppl said some stuff at the shoot which made me pissed off inside but i couldn't show it cuz he was rather influencial so i jus want to prove him wrong... Seriously the industry is full of fake ppl did u noe that? It's full of politics and back stabbing that i'm kinda turned off by it.. i can really wonder how 2 ppl can talk to each other and be so fake... i was just listening to the conversation and i felt sick... hypocrosy that's wad it all is... I've vowed to myself that even if i make it big in the model industry, i won't be proud nor will I be caught with all the politics... I will not compromise my dignity and morals jus for the sake of money... loyalty and good work attitude is all I'll need... i hope i can get a big shoot soon... and that will increase my rate as a model (rate actually means your price.. all models have a certain price) and i'll shoot that man down for lookin down on the ppl i work for.. hmph...
Oh n talkin bout jobs, there's this sticky rice shop opening at gardens soon and i'm gonna go for a job interview as a waiter for them... i don't want my mom thinkin i'm jus living off my allowance and betting on soccer... haha... i should be a responsible kid heh... hope i do get it though... then my hols won't be so boring... wish me luck yea?
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James Chan.
I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy
Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face
