I won money again... *sings a song* haha though i didn't want arsenal to lose to chelsea... but sometimes u jus can't get the best of both worlds can you? haha ben's at my house now.. playin pokemon on my gameboy.. he's feeling old school today.. I didn't go school either so met him at gardens... Oh n gardens ppl should go n try the nasi lemak at RK... nice stuff... had tt for breakfast. Met this cute gal at gardens too.. *shrugs* we kept on lookin at each other haha.. typical IJ behaviour... Tsuabasa episode 18 is out!! came out yesterday... n aft watching the match at shaun's house i came home n watched it.. much to the displeasure of my mother... but i waited like 3 weeks for the damn episode to be aired.
oh yea for the ppl that think i'm in love... nah i jus said i would try to give it a shot... but like suddenly i've got cold feet ya noe? This really sucks... When will someone come along and make me like her?? As in really really like her.... I'm startin to feel that no one will... cuz maybe it's partly my fault for not trusting nor allowing myself to love anyone? i dunno... If someone can.. pls feel free to try... *winks* haha.... I hate having the feeling of someone and thinkin i might be able to work smth out with her then losing interest in a short span of time... I want a relationship i can follow up with... N i'm talking long term here... ppl think i enjoy playing and all that but in actual fact they don't noe deep down inside I really hate it.. It jus boosts my ego up for awhile and then it passes. I want to be able to trust someone and love her again.. is that so difficult? I feel I've got a reputation to live up to when someone calls me a flirt or a player.. a few ppl look up to me for that but is that wad i want? ppl think i'm this hapi go lucky guy who rarely has a trouble in the world... but everyday, i'm constantly reminded bout wad "she" did to me and how freakin sad i was.. I lost all reason to love then... n i'm like an empty shell now with no one to fill me up.. Frenz are great.. but they can only appease you to a certain level.. I dunno y i'm saying all these but recent events have jus made me in a thinking mode.. sori... *leaves the com in a frustrated state*
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James Chan.
I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy
Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face
