I failed my damn C programming haha.. it was expected but like if i don't buck up soon i'll be a repeat student n tt's seriously gotta suck... guess i'll have to plan a study timetable soon or i won't study at all.. gosh exams are like so near alreadi.. n i always thought i was carefree... aft the exams i seriously deserve a break... heh.. dunno y but i feel damn tired today... i always feel damn tired when i wake up too early... sheesh... maybe cuz i lost 25 bucks jus like tt on a few matches i bet on.. i thought they were a sure win.. but noo... saudi arabia jus had to win korea.. damn the arabians... grr.. ha.
Ever said this phrase to yourself "i'm not going to fall in love again"?? The reason being that the guy/girl you thought you could love and cherish your whole life hurt you to the point where living was not really a pleasant option? Well i can relate... I will not bother to go into vivid details... Well i did try opening my heart once.. but i got shot down... cuz basically she couldn't accept me for who i was and the things i did.. I haven't given anybody much of a chance.. n i was wondering if i was destined to be single for the whole of my life when something changed.. *grinz* I think i met someone... Though i'm unsure about my status yet... I have this feeling that it might jus work out.. The feeling of acceptance and understanding.. I can't put my finger on it but i'm sure it doesn't matter to her... hopefully... Yes people... I'm gonna put my hopes n trust into this.. *nods*
Some of you might not understand wad i'm trying to say but i'm sure my closer frenz will understand roughly.. heh..
8:11 PM
James Chan.
I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy
Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face
