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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

I freakin wrote a damn long entry la but it got deleted away... kk lemme start again... *frustrated*
So like i didn't go to school today either.. couldn't wake up and totally missed my practical exam... Went bowling instead... My hands kinda sore now... expecially the skin on my thumb.. didn't bowl that well either today... sheesh... I was supposed to be studyin n doing my project... but no... some fella had to tempt me.... urgh... so like anyways... i thought i could come back n do my project but no.... jus had to play dota... garh...

But dota was fun though... gerard took ages to come into the game and we were all waiting like fools la... ass.. haha but oh well when he came... we were up against shaun n tok... but gerard was laggin.. sheesh so i came up with the idea of having a race in our own base.. haha using wind walk.. haha he won the first round cuz he had a huge head start... n i won the next one cuz he ran into a tree hahahaha... it was damn farnie... then when it got boring, we went to the top lane n found a nice cosy area to play catching haha... it was damn farnie... and obviously we lost the game.. haha but still it was fun.. like i said it's the little things that matter.

Another farnie thing worth mentioning would be Alwyn n his stupid antics today.. really retarded haha we were all bored n twiddling our thumbs opp ban heng when here walks this little couple (or so we thought) past us.... haha i wasn't paying much attention till the guys directed my attention to the couple haha this couple seriously looked underage... like 12 yr old kids? haha but it couldn't be cuz the gal was donnin a nanyang jc uni.. so the guys dared Alwyn to ask how old they were.. n Alwyn being the cheeky guy tt he is readily agreed... heh. He walked behind them and aft abit of persuasion from me n jared (who was following him, haha u noe me, i love a show) he called out to them.
Alwyn: Erm, excuse me? (with a generally curious tone)
the couple turns around n looks at us warily
Alwyn: May i know how old you are? (he looks so serious and i'm alreadi tryin not to laugh)
Boy: err i'm 17
Alwyn nods and looks at the gal
Alwyn: And you are?
Gal: I'm 17 too (she has this earnest tone which really makes me wanna laugh like crazy)
Sori to disappoint but we all turned around and started laughin haha... it was super comical...

11:59 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005

Man Utd you've done it again! I won 45 buckeroos on you guys! haha so in total this epl week has been rather fruitful... Man Utd has a total clean sheet... no team has scored against them yet n i hope it stays that way... But i don't think Van Der Sar will be that lucky in the future... haha.

Cuz I stayed up late playin lancraft with chee wee last night, I didn't go to church today.... *urgh* my mom claims that when she tried to wake me i hissed at her... hahaha... n she thought some demon possessed me or smth and tried to pray over me... I don't even remember anyone trying to rouse me from my slp la... n my mom's being too paranoid in her old age i swear..

We couldn't watch the match at shaun's house today cuz the parents were against it.. so we watched it at benedict's place instead... Gerard was sleeping by the 80th minute because he thought Man Utd were going to win 1-0... (which would have meant that we wouldn't have won any money) but good, old, reliable raud sent e ball to the back of the net in the 91st min... causing gerard to wake up instantly... I swear he sprang outta his seat like he was sitting on hot coal.... Well talking bout slp I'm gonna hit the sacks now... I'm super sleepy.. *urgh* nitez...

Note: Oh n Tsubasa - 19 is out... real good stuff.

3:29 AM

Sunday, August 28, 2005

tonight was the first time in my life i ever supported chelsea in a match... (cuz i bet on them) and they didn't disappoint me.. but don't go thinkin i've lost my faith in man utd... no way.. haha they'll definitely beat chelsea when they meet.. However Man Utd meets Newcastle tml they'll definitely win... I mean Newcastle drew with Portsmouth of all teams.. sheesh.. the game is definitely in the bag for sure.

Watched the match at Mike's house... today was his bdae party and the food was good... the parents had tables and chairs all ready in the garden, creating a nice and pleasant atmosphere for all Mike's frenz... Gerard and I gave him a toy dog and a Marlboro pack... Hope you like your present Mike! Once again Hapi 15th Birthday!! Man he's so young.. haha long way more to go... Mike's dog is so freaking farnie la... humped Melvin and Gerard (weirdest thing is, it's a female dog)... horny dog... stepped all over my groin area too... n it ain't the lightest thing in the world.. hah

*spouts a long string of profanities* My projects are all due next week and i have 3... But i've only completed 1... Guess i need to start on another one by monday and finish on wed.... it's due thurs.... Since monday i have an off day... *laughs* (yes it's self declared)

12:28 AM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

kath , you're not the only one who's in form yea? *bleah* haha oh well for all naruto fans out there... 149 is out! at least this week they're on schedule... *nods with approval*

Jus went for some preparation for the sec 2 camp thingy at church... it was nonsense seriously.. Gerard n I were spendin the whole time at the back talkin and laughin and all that... I jus don't feel the closeness with god no more... *shrugs* sometimes i feel like a hypocrite when i teach cat class... I mean I give them textbook answers and views but it's not wad i feel... Some might say i've lost faith?? I would certainly agree with them... I was telling Gerard and Shaun that if pravin was there he'd be laughin at his sister and saying that she was full of bullshit cuz she was talkin alot of holy stuff... haha oh well i jus didn't feel right sitting there n listening to all the holiness... i think wad we did after the session was more fun... we took an empty drink packet and kicked it in the air trying to make it stay up.. haha we usually use shuttlecocks but since we didn't have one then we had to improvise... heh. Came back home sticky and all that...

I managed to study today!!! *gasp* haha but like for 30mins or so... did my digital electronics notes n revised at the same time... think by tml i'll finish it and maybe catch up abit on data comm... which is more impt cuz the exam is drawing closer... *shiver me timbers* and i hope that on the 3rd i'll be havin my study break alreadi or else i'll have to skip school on friday jus to go down for the camp... which is smth i don't wanna do cuz on a friday i have my fav module... digital electronics... *nods enthusiastically* n i don't wanna miss it... I might even go for class first before going to the camp if tt's the case... *thinks* we'll see...

11:04 PM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Ok... i'm gonna shock all of you but seriously, I'm ok alreadi.. i dunno how i did it but strangely, i'm fine... ain't sick anymore or anything.. Heh.. I'm back in business baby! Jared's improving in dota.. with a tremendous pace... I seriously swear benedict ain't a good team mate... If it was gerard who was my partner today i swear we would have trashed them la... (jared n shaun) *hmph* oh well...

discussing diary entries with kath now.. haha it's quite fun to look back at how u were when u were young... I remember myself as this fat liddle fella.. shy... yea u noe the typical inferiority complex kinda guy.. haha guess it's the opp now huh? oh well... looked at last years entries... gosh they were sad... i'm glad it's all over now... Anyways.. good luck Kath! Friday's your big day huh? hope it turns out well for ya... n ur cold subsides by then.. *nods* Come back to S'pore soon then... Your Gelato treat's waiting for you.. haha.

Avia... get well soon yea? You muz have a good body immunity system like mine! heh... i've got like amazing cell regen.. (watches too much anime alreadi) N to everyone who's sick... get well soon yea?

10:43 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

I've fallen.... fallen sick.... i'm like lying down on the sofa trying to type this entry... i've got major food poisoning... dunno wad e hell i ate this afternoon... now i'm down with a fever and stomach upset and i seriously feel like puking all over the place.. I think it muz have been the damn sotong from the muslim stall... cuz i was the only one who ate that... urgh....

I seriously dunno wad e hell is happening in data comm i gotta study hard for it man... like at least try n get a pass.. geez.... i can't fail... If i fail and retain i dunno i might jus quit school and go and work... sheesh

I've got my slot alreadi.. haha first time i'm carryin so many.... but haven't even touched one yet cuz i'm sick... *doh*

9:11 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

I won money again... *sings a song* haha though i didn't want arsenal to lose to chelsea... but sometimes u jus can't get the best of both worlds can you? haha ben's at my house now.. playin pokemon on my gameboy.. he's feeling old school today.. I didn't go school either so met him at gardens... Oh n gardens ppl should go n try the nasi lemak at RK... nice stuff... had tt for breakfast. Met this cute gal at gardens too.. *shrugs* we kept on lookin at each other haha.. typical IJ behaviour... Tsuabasa episode 18 is out!! came out yesterday... n aft watching the match at shaun's house i came home n watched it.. much to the displeasure of my mother... but i waited like 3 weeks for the damn episode to be aired.

oh yea for the ppl that think i'm in love... nah i jus said i would try to give it a shot... but like suddenly i've got cold feet ya noe? This really sucks... When will someone come along and make me like her?? As in really really like her.... I'm startin to feel that no one will... cuz maybe it's partly my fault for not trusting nor allowing myself to love anyone? i dunno... If someone can.. pls feel free to try... *winks* haha.... I hate having the feeling of someone and thinkin i might be able to work smth out with her then losing interest in a short span of time... I want a relationship i can follow up with... N i'm talking long term here... ppl think i enjoy playing and all that but in actual fact they don't noe deep down inside I really hate it.. It jus boosts my ego up for awhile and then it passes. I want to be able to trust someone and love her again.. is that so difficult? I feel I've got a reputation to live up to when someone calls me a flirt or a player.. a few ppl look up to me for that but is that wad i want? ppl think i'm this hapi go lucky guy who rarely has a trouble in the world... but everyday, i'm constantly reminded bout wad "she" did to me and how freakin sad i was.. I lost all reason to love then... n i'm like an empty shell now with no one to fill me up.. Frenz are great.. but they can only appease you to a certain level.. I dunno y i'm saying all these but recent events have jus made me in a thinking mode.. sori... *leaves the com in a frustrated state*

4:18 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Basket forever havin problems with the song.. but i fixed it alreadi. *laughs* kk so last night we got J drunk... it was the first time J drank alcohol and J loved it man... it's like J was born to be an alcoholic... Okay it all began like this.. Ben, Gerard n I were feeling a tad bit bored.. so we met J somewhere near gardens.. J was as naive as naive can be so we bought J a can of beer n made J drink.. J kinda loved the taste of beer n kinda got high after that... for a first timer it's quite respectable alreadi *nods* And we all had a laugh... J was banging into everything and falling on the floor... it was quite comical... haha.

K this entry's kinda retarded only Gerard n Ben will noe wad i'm talkin bout... haha... Tonight Man Utd and Aston Villa are playin... I noe man utd are gonna win but i hope they win 2-1.. then i'll win some cash haha.. k i'll blog again tonight when i've watched the matches... *nods* TTFN! tata for now! *taken from tiiger*

3:36 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

I failed my damn C programming haha.. it was expected but like if i don't buck up soon i'll be a repeat student n tt's seriously gotta suck... guess i'll have to plan a study timetable soon or i won't study at all.. gosh exams are like so near alreadi.. n i always thought i was carefree... aft the exams i seriously deserve a break... heh.. dunno y but i feel damn tired today... i always feel damn tired when i wake up too early... sheesh... maybe cuz i lost 25 bucks jus like tt on a few matches i bet on.. i thought they were a sure win.. but noo... saudi arabia jus had to win korea.. damn the arabians... grr.. ha.

Ever said this phrase to yourself "i'm not going to fall in love again"?? The reason being that the guy/girl you thought you could love and cherish your whole life hurt you to the point where living was not really a pleasant option? Well i can relate... I will not bother to go into vivid details... Well i did try opening my heart once.. but i got shot down... cuz basically she couldn't accept me for who i was and the things i did.. I haven't given anybody much of a chance.. n i was wondering if i was destined to be single for the whole of my life when something changed.. *grinz* I think i met someone... Though i'm unsure about my status yet... I have this feeling that it might jus work out.. The feeling of acceptance and understanding.. I can't put my finger on it but i'm sure it doesn't matter to her... hopefully... Yes people... I'm gonna put my hopes n trust into this.. *nods*

Some of you might not understand wad i'm trying to say but i'm sure my closer frenz will understand roughly.. heh..

8:11 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

I'm not gonna say much today.. i'm not in the mood... Reason being simple.. shaun's mom has banned me from goin to the house. Maybe some ppl can't feel my anger but I'm fuming.. cuz I can't go there to watch soccer anymore neither can i go there to kope food... hmph.. freakin bitch. I did no wrong so there!

8:38 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Wad the FUCKIN HELL is wrong with the freaking world?! I swear to God i've nv influenced shaun in a bad way... gerard maybe but shaun? Look dude.. jus fuckin go to sch yea?! Your mom thinks you're with me 24-7 when i did go to sch... but you didn't... N i did specifically tell you to go to sch last night... I'm not angry with you but seriously jus clear things up with your damn mother! Wanna noe wad she said to me?
Shaun's mom: Where are you now?
me: oh hi aunty.. err we're playin lan
Shaun's mom: *makes a scoffing sound* playing lan? Were you the one who asked shaun to play?
me: err yea
Shaun's mom: *raises voice to a whole new level* Y did you ask him to play?
me: I.... *silence*
Shaun's mom: If your parents can't control you tt's fine.. You also influenced Gerard n now his parents can't control him.. Now you want me to be unable to control shaun?
me: .......
Shaun's mom: Where is the place?
me: err opp the serangoon stadium
Shaun's mom: where is that?
Yea then i tried to explain to her where it was but she didn't noe.. n she cut me off... callin herself a woman of god ain't exactly that true.. Dude! (Shaun) you're givin me a bad deal you noe that? I'm hangin on a thin thread now... Wad your mom said didn't exactly go well with me.. Cut me some slack n do some explainin will ya? N pls pls pls go to sch... I really don't wanna give the impression that I'm making you go astray cuz u n i noe tt it's not true. I'm damn angry la.... i mean if it's something i really did then i have nth to say... but she's accusing me based on assumptions.. like my dad thinks i'm hangin out with bad hats... N tt pisses the shit outta me... sheesh!

8:12 PM

Monday, August 15, 2005

Wigan lost 1-0.... they totally deserved to win.. or a draw at least.. but nooo... chelsea took it away from them... i mean i respect wigan.. seriously. They're a new team in the EPL n they played well against chelsea... created a fair number of openings but their finishing needs to be commented on... haha oh well i see a bright future for wigan i do... haha i'm sori if i'm talkin too much bout soccer but ppl u gotta understand.. soccer season has started!!! N every normal guy would be interested in it... *winks*

My dad's a serious cockstar i tell you... i met some of his frenz today at the club bar.. they informed me bout his whereabouts n frequent hangout place.. some pub called club 18 or smth... haha n they gave me a tip off n said he was there... k so i called him using my phone but he didn't pick up... i used one of his frenz phone to call him n he picked it up like straightaway la... haha so anyways i asked him where he was n he said n i quote "I'm at Ang Mo Kio, What you want? Did you go to school today?" haha so i gave him satifactory answers and told him i wanted to go to club 18 too... haha n he gave the most guilty voice ever n said "I dunno wads club 18 don't talk to me anymore okay... BYE bye BYE!" haha farnie fella la he... i jus wanted to go down n drink a liddle beer from him... i think he's scared i'll tell mom but nah i won't... or maybe he jus doesn't wanna hang out with his son? haha...

N on a lousier note... I think i'm gonna get debarred from one module... "thinkin skills" basket!! the damn lecturer pisses me off.. but he didn't do anythin to make me blow up at him so i couldn't... he jus was super sarcastic with me n jus said offhandedly "I'll recommend you for debarrment..." who the hell stays back for thinkin skills la... sheesh... think i'll get debarred for the rest of my modules too... i'm not gonna skip anymore classes man... N i didn't realise it but our exams are comin soon... *gasp* i can't believe it la... it seems like i was in poly for such a short while only la.. *grr* *pouts* *noises of frustration*

N y the hell isn't naruto or tsubasa out yet? they're 2 weeks overdue damn them.... *pouts more*

7:33 PM

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Man Utd won everton 2-0... n they were away too! haha i won abit of money off s'pore pools.. i bet on 2 goals... i had this feeling they would win 2-0... looks like i was right eh? Scored by van n rooney... my goddam heroes.. haha.. park played relatively well though he was new... n the only asian too... he had 2 great opportunities to score but he missed them.. (lucky he missed them or i wouldn't have won money) Eh KAth!!! I told you Man Utd would win... *laughs* we watched the match at shaun's house... ben, shaun n me.. Gerard was an ass and fell asleep..

Thus due to spendin 2 late nights in a row.... i couldn't wake up for mass today nor could i go for cat class... i woke up at 5.30 in the evening... supposed to go out with gerard n shaun but i couldn't wake up for that either... nevermind though.. i'm gonna go watch the match between chelsea n wigan... hope wigan trashes chelsea's ass... haha (fat chance though)

Oh n if you're really bored go n check this link out... it's damn retarded n farnie... http://www.nnm.ru/filez/crazy-frog.swf

6:46 PM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Congratulations Shaun and Gerard...!!! haha... they had a bowling competition today.. as in doubles.. some tournament Ngee Ann Poly organised and they got 12th place... i mean considering tt there were 31 other teams.. it's quite a good position wouldn't you agree?

Super Super tired today... when gerard n shaun were bowling, I was asleep on the table while ben was watchin them.. Cuz we had to wake up like freakin 8a.m to go for novena.. haha slept over at shaun's house again... heh.. oh n i played this game called crimson tears.. super cool game.. haha maybe cuz the chicks are hot?? haha oh well.. Thanx for the pics melvin! I'll put them up here soon haha...

Oh n today is the day soccer season resumes once again... *excited* obviously i placed bets alreadi.. n i'm gonna go to shaun's house to watch the matches... hope man utd wins though.. they're playin everton tonight... Oh n for those who don't noe... YES i'm a man utd supporter... haha

6:16 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

slept over at shaun's house last night (again) haha played the PS2 till 6 am in the morning... my feet hurt like hell... See, Gerard and I were walkin up the bridge near my house to go to shaun's place n we kinda raced up.. to see who reached first.. tt idiot didn't wanna admit he was racing but oh well... n the same thing happened when we came down the steps too.. but i scraped the back of my feet and it started bleedin like hell... haha reliving the primary school days.

Nothing eventful happened though... couldn't go malaysia either cuz we all woke up too late for it... being the pigs tt we are.. haha oh but i gotta say this... benedict is one clown seriously.. He has many retarded phrases and quotes tt i dunno comes from where la... take for example.. it's like the whole world comes from his backside.. haha if we're broke and wanna do smth tt involves money.. he'll say "Eh, Money come from your backside ah?" haha or he'll ask us to go suck each other or smth haha... farnie fella..

My mom's seriously pissing the shit outta me... as in seriously... she said i took her money.. which i didn't.. and obviously when i'm wrongly accused and being scolded at i'll retaliate... threatening me to call the police n everythin.. n now she's talkin to a fuckin inspector.. i didn't fuckin take the freakin money... wad a bitch man... i mean i took money before but this time i didn't and she calls the police? I'm her own fuckin son... ah fuck it... i'm sorr ppl...

8:28 PM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Hapi National Day people!!! *stretches* i really need some oxygen... as in "oxygen".... gerard's at my house now... n my dad's drunk... and he's spoutin rubbish to gerard like wad e hell... haha... kk yesterday was kinda stupid day.... i mean besides the bowling in the afternoon and all... at night shaun, ben and I had to go east coast cuz of gerard blardie bastard.... Neng, Jen, Nat, Melvin, Jona and Uncle Martin and were all there (wad a company huh?) but i didn't see them... cuz shaun ben and I kinda slacked at the coffee shop there... Gerard was goin to and fro but he spent more time with us i guess.. thereafter we trooped to shaun's house when gerard's dad went back home....

I'm telling my mom that there's no sch tml cuz of national day so i can slack tonight too... heh... shrewd ideas of mine eh? oh well... Kath, I don't think i'm comin online tonight haha... hopefully i can go over to my frenz house or smth.. haha we'll have one more of the crazy chats again.. haha retarded but fun... *winks* kk gonna get out of the house now.. ciaoz

10:41 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

K things jus ain't going right for me... firstly, Tsubasa didn't come out.. *groans* n now Chelsea won Asernal 2-1.. like wad e hell? Both scored by Drogba in the 5th and 56th minute.... *argh!* oh well u win some u lose some... Surprisingly, Gerard's dad let him go to shaun's place too.. so it was shaun, ben, gerard and me again watchin the soccer match.. HA... It was damn farnie when asernal almost scored haha we were shoutin n then when they didn't, we started laughin although it wasn't exactly hilarious tt we were gonna lose money. heh... but like i said, it's the small things like this tt makes my life worthwhile.. *grinz*

Oh n u noe wad? haha kk this is kinda cool.. my mom finally bought a couple of t shirts tt suited my fancy ytd.. I'm so hapi i gotta talk bout it.. kk she bought me 2 nice ones.. let's see the first one is paige in color and states damn i'm a PLAIN SLACKER... comes with a mountain plain and all at the front.. and a guy slackin on the bed at the back.. kk then the other t shirt is green and at the front is says SAME SAME.. and at the back it says BUT DIFFERENT... haha no logic to it.. tt's y i like it.. heh.. The PLain Slacker shirt is gonna be my personal fav t shirt for now... heh.

12:22 AM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Good morning it's like 3a.m on a sunday mornin and i jus got back... well basically i woke up at 10 with the intention of goin shaun's house to watch the soccer match... n some idiot didn't tell me it was cancelled when i called him... so yea i went down to gardens and met tt fella and gerard.. YOU NOE WHO U ARE.. idiot POWER DA! kk anyways i found out tt there was no match and we really didn't noe wad to do... so kinda discussing options outside the club.. sheesh.. oh well.. then gerard came up with the smart idea of going to Liquid Room Bar at MS... *double sheesh* firstly, funds were low but apparently he said that the cab fare would be settled for us but transport there would be on us.. *hmm* k well we headed down there n met his fren.. Clare... the gal who likes him??? *shrugs* oh well she wasn't really tt promising... but nvm... but some of her frenz.. *ahem* i would dare say that they were hot... oh well.. same age gals were nv my style.. haha.

And the most fucked up part... TT GUY again.. the cause of all trouble.. we tried to go into the club but the door bitch asked for his Id... well he has Id but he doesn't behave like an 18 yr old... he's acting his shoe size.. which for the interested ppl out there is an "8"... Yea so thereafter, we headed down to some coffee shop to eat.. Had this drink called Milo Godzilla.. wa.. it's like a meal by itself la.. it's like ice milo with vanilla ice cream and chocolate fudge and to top it all up some more milo powder. *whistles* but it cost $3 *urgh* Anyways, headed home with gerard n he's sitting beside me now whilst I'm typing... Oh and for the record, naruto fans out there, pls don't download the naruto 146 torrent.. it's some gay indian association porn thing.. *gasp* yea the real naruto 146 torrent will be aired on wed sometime in the night... n i hope tsubasa won't be delayed later on... ZzzZ i'm tired... nitez!

3:20 AM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

thanx for the testimonial kath.. *winks* haha i'm sorr ppl i wasn't home ytd.. i slept over at shaun's house then went for novena today... i noe i noe.. i'm an angel haha... yesterday i seriously didn't feel like signin up for the damn competition... ben n i jus didn't play well... it was a jont effort.. not jus him. *grinz* oh well but i bowled relatively well today... had a 160, 122, 197 and a 136... not bad not bad.. if i keep this up i'll definitely be in the school team. Jus came home to slp for awhile then i'm headin out later again to watch the asernal and chelsea match.. Who do you think's gonna win? I'm placing my money on asernal.. cuz i don't like chelsea... ARGH.

Oh and i'm like freakin sick now la... stupid weather... got a cold and had abit of fever jus now... but still bowled well.. sheesh... but sleeping is veri irritating for me.. one nostril keeps getting blocked... dammit. kk i can't stand it anymore.. gonna go slp for awhile.. might catch u ppl online later yea? *zzZz*

7:00 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Jus came back from Melvin and Jared's concert... went with gerard, Li Yi, Ben, Shaun and Fiona.. yep it was kinda cool... i mean the band played songs from "the phantom of the opera" n it was nice.. Melvin didn't come out till the 5th song.. cuz some bitch teacher didn't let him sing the other 4 songs... i would say the 1st n 2nd song were nice... churchy but nice... but the 3rd song was a liddle off... *shrugs* it's meant for higher voices but they pulled off i muz say... credit to the vocal for that. *claps* the 4th was alright.. but the 5th song "kiss the gal" was really off... gosh... as in seriously.. i mean they had to remember their moves n everything la but it was seriously unpleasant.. but farnie.. I'm sorry Jared n Melvin... Dammit i thought melvin was gonna kiss ms jasmine goh... it'll have been like GREAT! haha... really met alot of ppl from school today... saw some old teachers n said hi.. felt great to do wadeva i wanted n not givin a hoot bout the teachers.. *grinz* We waited for Fiona's dad to pick her up before heading down to gardens to eat... kk at toa payoh it was really hilarious.. benedict was laughin at me (or rather tryin to make me laugh) then he almost fell off the railing he was sitting on and tt got me laughin.. haha n i myself almost fell off the railing... haha.. damn retarded.. but i guess it's the liddle things like these that make my life full of humour and life.

Melvin went off to eat with his dad n co... i mean i expected it la.. but seriously i think he's lost alreadi... *sighs* not that we're enemies or anythin but he feels closer to those bunch of ppl rather than us.. *shrugs* i wonder y... You noe if he had jus stuck with joyce our life would be so much simpler now... guess everything happens for a reason. It's not that i feel left out when i'm with gerard n everybody.. I really enjoy their company. Obviously i'll adapt myself without havin melvin around no more... but oh well.. Frenz come n go. Glad Gerard ain't poisoned by those ppl... tt's all that matters.

11:55 PM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Jus watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory... i muz say it's a rather good movie to catch... it's a movie full of retardedness, humour, excitement, emotions and quirky musicals... *thinks* I seriously think Violet is kinda hot... young but hot... *grinz* she'll make it big someday... Willy Wonka jus looked damn gay... (and ecentric to add). And jus like Harry potter, they didn't follow the version of the book... but still, at least it was nice... The oompa loompas are really veri farnie... but their songs are veri catchy. Count Duku is Willy Wonka's father?! haha gosh it jus looked dam weird for star wars fans. Oh and the squirrels are soooooo CUTE! haha i wouldn't mind having one too but oh well... Jared can't have one or it'll chuck him down the rubbish chute *laughs* i'm kidding i'm kidding! haha

Man my mom's being a nag now... it's like Shaun, Ben and kenneth came over to play mahjong at my place today then she played too n won kinda like alot of money.. she can't stop talkin bout it.. gosh she talks too much... and i'm tryin to listen to her consistent rantings but kinda gets irritating after awhile.. hope i can talk her into gettin a pair of respectable bowling shoes for me... n i'm gonna talk my dad into redrilling my mom's ball... there's a doubles competition at ngee ann nxt sat... if i join i'll be partnering ben... O_o! haha but he ain't that bad la... when he's on form... i'm still thinkin bout joining though... or maybe i might wait for a league game n join with gerard, shaun and ben together... my average ain't that respectable yet... maybe a 120-130? not good enough seriously. Gotta get my technique right... hmm shaun says he wants to try for nationals.. Gee.. tt's a hell of a target... dunno whether i can do it. *shrugs* we'll see how aft a few months of trainin...

9:35 PM

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

I was supposed to have my math test today... however, i "accidentally" didn't go... oops... haha oh well.. i'm jus not used to bein in poly... normally in sec sch the test would be in the mornin but in poly its in the late afternoon... so kinda lazy... should be catchin "charlie and the chocolate factory" tml... with avia and jared and gerard... looks like a nice show.. Avia's mad... she's like damn mad la.. haha so crazy bout it.. hmm well i guess ppl can become like that... haha like i became damn excited bout the harry potter book... read it twice alreadi.. *sheesh* Melvin, i want the photos!! haha n it seriously seems everyone's pretty divided alreadi... the bruddarhood used to consist of jared, melvin, jona, gerard and me... now we're kinda split up.. gerard more with me and shaun and ben... melvin's.... with the unmentionables.. with jona... n jared's stuck inbetween... poor jared.. I'm sorr jared! Anyways, shaun says he can't come for the night cycling but Li yi and Zisky are comin with us... maybe jared will tag along too... hope he can.

10:08 AM

Monday, August 01, 2005

Alright, i've waited awhile for this song! Busted - Falling for You.. Thanks Bobby! Nice right? It'll be the song for August... Kinda worried bout the Tsubasa producers... they haven't posted a new episode of Tsubasa yet... they're way off their schedule i would say.. *hmph* oh well hope it comes out soon... can't wait... Oh and i had my C programming test today... I went in late... with Michelle bout 4.45 when it started at 4.30 and i was done by 5.30... shows how much i noe huh? haha i didn't noe scribblin nonsense took so much time... gonna fail tt freakin paper.. *sobs* oh well nvm... this friday ben, gerard and hopefully shaun will be goin night cycling together... gonna find a ghost to hunt or smth.. specifically hunt... i dun wanna be the one who's hunted in the end... anyways enjoy the song ppl.

Saw smth i didn't wanna see today... sheesh y am i so unlucky... *urgh* god!

10:13 PM

James Chan.




I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy

Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face


The endless connections.

Amanda Teh
Bobby
Chee Wee
Dawn
Fiona
GraceMary
Hasita
Jared
Jovina
Jenn
Joyce
Jolene
Jovina
Kath
Leanna
Lewis
Lynette Seah
Marcel
Michelle Teo
Oceania
Pamela
Pravin
Raymond
Rebecca
Rynette
Sarah Marie
Shir
Yveloin
Wen Zi



It took time to see.
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
October 2007
April 2008

Mix the words up.