two hearts. . . one love. . . bliss

Sunday, July 31, 2005

k i don't feel really well now... though i don't have a headache or anythin i jus feel damn cold and i'm aching all over.... Dunno how much i drank.... Chng jus gave it to me like water.... haha... but i noe i got quite high on it... some asshole put ice in my pants... i jus forgot who... yea n i puked aft too.... bits of pizza came out n dunno wad not... WAD HAPPENED TO THE PIZZA? pls don't tell me you all threw it away.... sia la heartpain... n wad happened to the bottles of alcohol??? man... i'm like seriously broke now too... hmm... N i freaking cried last night la... as in sobbin and all that shit... i'm sorr... didn't mean to do it... jus came out suddenly... *sighs* oh well might go to mass or might not i'll see how... haha.

K i'm sorr.. Wasn't really detailed bout the party jus now... was too stoned.. haha kk well it all started out with me leaving the house with a perfectly clear mind and walking on 2 steady pair of feet. Headed down to gardens with Gerard, Benedict and Toklet to buy 2 bottles of alcohol... which cost up to a shockin total of $110 (soft drinks inclusive).. bought ice and a couple of cups too... frantically calling people for a cooler to put the ice in. hmm then happened to meet sabrina at gardens so we all headed down to chiltern together.. met Rynette and her fren Nicky (hope i got the name right) at the back gate... When Gerard was being gentlemanly and holding the gate for all of us... something which i noticed but ain't gonna blog bout it... Well at the pit i called the pizza man to deliver it at 9... thought most of the people would have come by then.. Ziski and Li yi came first... Li Yi being the heroin of the night with her big bottle of rasberry vodka... or was it blackcurrant? haha i dunno but it smelt good... Ziski brought wine too... didn't have a chance to taste it though... haha so anyways whilst waiting for the food and more ppl to come we had small talk and drank abit... K then Chng, Chee Wee, Mikey, Shaun, Kenneth and Raj came... followed thereafter by Si yi, Shirley, Tony and Bianca (names spelled right?) *shrugs* haha kk here's where my memory starts to fail me cuz they jus kept drinkin with me... i remember smokin a cigar with ben and gerard then talkin to rynette... hmm she told me not to give up... haiz dunno... oh well i remember toasting "POWER TO THE NEH!" and crying alot... haha can't remember much stuff... oh yea i poured alot of water on myself... Rynette said she slapped me but i cant remember that... Oh n i definitely remember puking on the floor cuz i choked on a puked up pineapple... heh... Anyways i guess that was it.. i came home (with the help of jared) took out my wet jeans n socks, unbuttoned my shirt n jus fell asleep on the sofa in my freakin underwear... haha... guess my mom knew i was drunk when she came out of the room... haha.... sons don't usually slp in their underwear.. unless you're stark mad or drunk... haha... I gotta thank everybody who came... THANK YOU! n special thanks goes to the people who brought alcohol and Rynette for consolling me.. and Jared for bringin me home n collecting money... Ben for getting the cooler... Gerard for booking the pit... Melvin who bothered to come... Marcel who stayed even though he felt like leaving.. Chng who got me drunk.. Avia for turning up too.. Thanks you guys!

K so today was kinda boring haha but i'm kinda hapi.. Went to shaun's trainin ground to bowl... The first game was merely a warm up heh.. had to feel the lane first... then i bowled a 155... woo hoo! Thanks gerard you're the best coach ever.. If i continue like this i can enter the school team! *smug* ahem oh well then i had to leave cuz i had to attend my beloved granddad's bdae party at my aunt's house... He's old but he's still super healthy la.. n he jus admitted to me today that he smoked before... for 30 yrs plus.. heh.. my cousins were all veri cute... see most of them are gals and they were doing the childish stuff like calling me a monster and screamin when i chased them haha... in the end we all ended up playin x box.. heh... adorable.. But a few of them pissed me off... apparently their mother's have been talkin bout the black sheep of the family.. namely... ME... like all of them said i didn't go to school n i got caught by the police and everything.. sheesh... like wad e hell they're primary school kids... Bah.. then i took a bus with my dad... met rynette to pass her money... I think she's like elated tt i finally paid her back.. Oh n MELVIN rynette wants her money back... then i headed down to gardens to slack with Chng, Kenneth, Pravin, Raj, Mikey, Chee xian, Tok and Ben... then i jus came home. Not a bad day... i have freakin C programming test tml... I'm gonna fail it la... sheesh... might as well don't go alreadi but nvm i'll jus try my best... who noes? *grinz hopefully*

6:19 PM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

My memory's failing me... can't even remember much of wad happened ytd... only that i lost money in mahjong and i slept over at shaun's house... Flame of Recca's pretty cool.. I mean the game... It was like damn fun la... played it like hell last night.. unlocked all the characters with the help of gerard... haha.. Gettin good at it... Hope ppl do turn up for the party... N jona, i hope things are well... *winks*

2:31 AM

Friday, July 29, 2005

Kenneth and Jared are at my house now... discussin whether a chick's hatchin from the egg in my fridge haha... they jus watched naruto 145 on my com and kenneth's smokin on my sofa.... Jared's cookin instant noodles... haha... Woke up pretty early today though i slept a lil late last night... my darling called me late last night n ended up talkin for a pretty long time before my dad pestered me to put down the phone... she has tt aussie slang and it's pretty farnie to hear her talk... Like when someone says thank you, you reply back with a "no worries" and handphone would be called a "mobile"... and alot more other stuff... sheesh she better come back and change her accent.. Not used to her accent now.. *grinz* but nvm... it's not the accent that matters right honey?

9:39 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

I admit i was kinda pissed when i read her entry but i guess she's so wrong bout me not havin any frenz.. haha Looks like a whole bunch of them stood up for me... and that's more than enough to assure me that your theories are illogical and lame. *grinz widely* Joylene... darling... haha ur the best... N you're right (muackx)... she can take all my "friends" since she needs them so much.. I'm warning you though you've fucked around with the wrong guy... jus stand down now before things get ugly... I won't forgive you but neither will i persue the matter if you would jus err lower your pride to that of a dog and back off.. u think neng's pretty influencial eh? N u think you're well protected? HA... Well i myself have quite a number of friends who are true to me and that's all that matters.. lol. Anyways gonna head down to the court to play tennis... hope nat's not goin... if she is i'm walkin away from the damn court.. i jus don't mix well with attention seekin people. [6.34p.m] ~ gosh i can be so bitchy sometimes... but relax.. only when it matters *winks* ~

Hmph... talkin to the boyfren now... coincidentally and unfortunately my good fren.. He's in a tough spot.. I understand his situation roughly... Look, This don't change anything... I'll still hate you... hate you to your freakin guts... but I won't act on it... If ever i see you make a feeble attempt to shoot me, I have every right to shoot you back with venom etched in every sentence.. Don't play games with me... you're lucky your boyfren is my fren and been so for 13 yrs? N you better treat him right.... he claims he fuckin loves your guts... n it's something i can see for myself.. one of his more stupid antics but whatever makes him hapi... From here onwards it'll be nth about you... well i guess cuz you're not fit to defile the blank spaces on my blog... so there... Jona, I repeat... when u break up you're buyin the drinks.... You hold yourself true to your word...

So like tennis was kinda fun.. i mean i looked kinda stupid twirling around like a ballerina on the court when i miss the ball but i'm improving... slowly but surely... i hope... haha... still haven't got the technique right yet... *yawns* i noe i'm damn random but oh well.... looks like old friendship bonds are hard to break.. wad more jona... haiz... we've had our arguments... but i'm too fond of the dam fella to break ties with him. You just take care of your heart... n you blardie hell come for my party.. at least for awhile aft you accompany her or smth... compromise is something which is essential for both parties to be hapi. *nods*

11:23 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Morning World! Amazingly i don't have a freakin hangover n stuff but i felt damn reluctant to get out of bed... haha *yawns* but forced myself up cuz kenneth n benedict called me... haha... dunno whether jared went to sch or not, but if he did i would say he has a strong body.. haha i mean we weren't drunk but high to the point where foolish and reckless things could be done without second thought. Jona jus called me.... he sounded hapi.. to talk to me.... i feel weird... haiz... oh well he's invited for the bbq on sat (my post party kinda thingy)... special ppl invited only... so err... avia i'm sad to say you're invited! N of course the rest of the people i'm gonna state.. it'll be right at the bottom cuz now i'm gonna blog bout a fuckin bitch.. *winks*

Let's just cut to the chase "bitch" and when i say bitch i'm talkin bout you JENNIFER... I'm not one to beat around the bush.. YES i'm definitely talkin bout you.. at least i have the guts to say that. Firstly, YOUR ENGLISH SUCKS... HA don't make me freaking laugh.. can't believe you passed your english and managed to go to poly... Oh yea.. Republic Poly... no wonder... they accept just about anybody.. desperate for some students. *shrugs* Let's get some things straight.. I have not done anything to jepordise avia and nelson's relationship.. I've respected her as a girl... which is what you are not entitled to.. and i do not stand anything to gain with her. Don't use my blog to get people to think that i'm a evil and dangerous fella.. it just won't work.. because aren't you doing the same thing in your blog? *shrugs* Speaks much of how stupid you are huh? Do you noe how much shit load of trouble you've caused? (obviously not) You speak as if you're an angel... as if problems between Jona and Chee Xian not enough... You caused problems between Ziski and Marcel too... So don't tell me anything bout how i treat my frenz... You're worst.. you're pathetic... you're just too loose to be worth 10cents! Jona doesn't deserve you... *some missing text* You're fuckin around with my friends... N hmm frenz are drifting away from me huh? Looks like you're gonna have friends drifting away from you too... did you consider Avia's feelings when you blogged bout her? Obviously not... so don't come and give me bullshit bout not considering people's feelings... aren't you doing the exact same thing too? So now people are gonna noe wad kind of scary person you are too yep? You're the architect of your own demise Jennifer... I dunno whether to laugh at you or to be angry.. N i bet that most of the comments in your blog weren't your own... muz have had a nice chat with Neng huh? I've forgiven Jona alreadi but... you i shall never ever forgive... If melvin wants to hang around all of you i'm fine with that... he can get poisoned by you bitches... especially you. Hope he has a brain though... Say wad you want about my birthday.. FYI, it was the best bdae i ever had.. I was spending time with 5 of my great buddies... not that lonely... since u assumed i was lonely. Each one of them is worth 10 of you and Nat and whoever u can consider frenz... looks like you have shown your own true colors. *winks* give a liddle thought on that.. and asking me whether i have a problem is kinda stupid... you some ah lian ah? haha... you're a joke you noe that? A GREAT BIG JOKE. Seriously... you really gotta improve on your english... i can't take you seriously with that limited vocabulary of yours.. I hope that lowered your self esteem.. cuz you think too much of yourself alreadi... i don't care if you've got neng on your side or what not... You do realise that you're not very well liked yourself.. n it has nothing to do with me poisoning their minds.. think bout that... I doubt you understood a couple of words i typed.. for err... better comprehension i suggest you go to www.dictionary.com it seriously does wonders for illiterates like you. I'm sure that after you read this you'll go and tell (ahem SUCK UP) neng everything i said.. and your darling nat.. jona n uncle martin.. and you'll put your heads together to figure how to shoot me back down.. try your best... bitch! (Looks like your past caught up with you.. you were like this in school too right? Wad a bitch you muz have been... Jus look at Li yi's blog.. even she has nth nice to say to you)

Guest List (not finalised but these are the people i wanna invite)
Avia
Adi
Alwyn
Ain
Benedict
Bobby
Chng
Chee Wee
Calvin
Ethel
Fiona
Geoffrey
Daniel Tok
Gerard
Jared
Jona
Joyce
Jeannine
Kenneth FARM
Li Yi
Lingage
Melvin
Marcel
Mikey
Meng Yeow
Michelle
Naz
Pei Dong
Pravin
Rynette
Sabrina
Sabrina (classmate)
Sharon
Shahrul
Shaun
Tessa
Uncle Martin
Yin Wai
Ziski

All names are arrange in alphabetical order haha n not by how well you're liked by me... those ppl i really detest aren't on the list. heh... So like i hope you all will come yea? there's a catch though.. it's $15 bucks for the drinkers... and $10 for those who aren't drinkin... well you could pay $15 anyways haha n lighten my load... It's being held at Chiltern Park at say around 8? yep...

11:30 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

hey ppl... i'm like kinda on a high now.. jus drank like quite alot.. haha it's takin me alot to try n type properly.. Well today was my bdae n it was kinda fun... I woke up at 8.30 am to the sound of my phone ringin persistently.. hmm it was shaun n he was comin over with benedict. They watcehd Tsubasa for awhile before headin down to the dam lan shop again.. haha aft that we trooped over to Gerard's place n played Naruto... damn cool sia.. haha then we went for dinner at this Steak and seafood restaurant at Novena.. it's a nice place to go seriously... smuggled in a bottle of baileys and Jack Daniels haha drank till we were sufficiently high... the food was good too.. then headed home.. i mean i intended to head home then chng treated me to 2 bottles of beer ( THANKS CHNG!! you the man ) and wobbled all the way home... haha i shall call this my high bdae... haha... thank you everyone who wished me... Love you all yea?! haha *muaxks*

11:58 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

*grinz* another 1 more hour till my bdae... haha and i'll turn 17.. officially.. Oh well.. my day?? hmm well it was rather uneventful.. helped SiYi with his production thingy.. made me look like a complete idiot but nvm i had fun i guess.. Met shaun and ben at the mrt station to go to city hall... we went there with high hopes of getting money but came back empty handed. *shrugs* Then we went to play d.o.t.a (again) haha... before trooping over to my place to pllay mahjong... all in all i had fun today i guess... at least i didn't see ppl i didn't wanna see... gettit? haha... yep. I'm sure i'll have much more to blog about tml...

10:55 AM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Shucks, i didn't make it for mass again.. overslept.. like wad's new huh? haha Gerard came over last night and we ended up talkin for quite abit about the past... haha it was veri nostalgic, nice to a certain extent but depressin some. Kinda sad that we can't stay as kids for the rest of our life, havin fun all the time.. not caring bout the world. Oh well... enjoyed our talk.

It's raining!!! Great weather to slp in ppl! Take it from a pro. The nice occasional cool breeze, the serene sound of the raindrops hittin the ground... *snores* haha... But i should be goin to town with Avia and Gerard later to buy some t shirt or smth which i see nice...[12.03p.m]

K i'm back.. jus bought a quicksilver shirt for $39.90... nice sia. haha... met avia in town.. she was waitin for gerard, ben and myself for quite awhile. haha.. sori avia... but nvm la i'm always late anyways so u shouldn't be too surprised. Went to gardens jus now n saw the fucked up 3 ppl again.. can't be bothered with them.. jus ignored them lo.. felt like passin a remark but heck.. not worth my saliva..

Gerard and I were talkin late into the night last night.. bout the past n everythin and it was a really nostalgic moment for both of us... it was fun to remember the past at first then it became depressin cuz we remembered the tough shit we've been through. Last night i realised smth.. Gerard has been a great fren to me.. and i've nv really acknowledged him. Well i've known him for god noes how long.. i think he and benedict are the two frenz i've known since pri 1.. Yea and he's been a true fren till now.. He's nv backstabbed me nor has he given up on me... he even advises me to do the right thing (sometimes heh) and tt's the mark of a true buddy... He's also stood by me through all the shit i've been through and has nv let go... heh i noe this sounds gay but i appreciate him being a fren.. Guess now i noe my true frenz eh?

Now my clique kinda consist of 5 and a half guys.
Jared- He's havin his N levels so not spendin much time together but when he can he's mostly around.

Shaun- Guess we've been a liddle unfair to him... from now on i think i'll include him in when we have problems or anythin like tt.. but let me tell you slowly.. don't rush me into tellin you.. kinda irritating.

Ben- One heck of a farnie fella.. indian wannabe.. *grinz* i think i'm gonna have a drinkin partner soon.

Melvin- Now this is the half... *sad* I mean he has other things to care about... and Nat seems so much more important to him. Guess i jus have to deal with it.. I mean he tries his best and everythin to spend time with us.. but i guess the bond between him n nat is stronger than our bonds. *shrugs*

Gerard- I've said all i wanted to say bout gerard alreadi.. *winks* you the man!

10:43 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Ok we finally decided on a place to go last night... as in our vacation spot.. Guess where? haha we're going to Bintan! Tt was out final decision aft talkin so much cock outside shaun's house early in the mornin "yesterday" Let me quote some nonsense... Jared said he wanted to go "bishan", Melvin said he wanna go "Venice" (like we have the capital), n Benedict said he wanted to go back to his roots... "India"... well he's sittin beside me now and cursin away.. haha... Dunno who else said Chinatown and Little India but kinda stupid... haha so like 1hr aft talkin cock we managed to come down to one final destination... Bintan.. Heh.. oh well i'm goin to PHS's fun fair now... will come back later... [1.14p.m]

K so like the fun fair wasn't much... i mean i guess i had abit of fun walkin around and lookin at the stalls.. haha rather than stayin at home n rotting yea? haha anyways i think we're all gonna go for the macritchie to bukit timah walk later... like 11.00 plus or smth.. Melvin said tt he was goin with another group... ( you noe "those" bunch of clowns ) he might join us later or smth.. i understand his position tt he's in now... but like they're hoggin him too much.. Bad for his brain.. heh. Hopefully he'll join us.. it'll be the same group as last night... Melvin, Jared, Gerard, Ben, Shaun and me... heh creepy da![07.35p.m]

Blardie hell kena pang sehed... haha melvin dun wanna go, jared n shaun can't go.. tt's more than enough ppl not goin so the trip is definitely off! Oh well... guess there'll be another day then. Anyways Gerard's coming over soon to puff the magic dragon for awhile... and maybe humour Mr JackDaniel's for awhile before headin back to our respective homes.. haha.. at least the night ain't really wasted..

11:34 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

I swear today's not my day... *kicks the table* anyways went to sch for like 1hr 16min for my digital electronics lab.. sabrina beat shahrul and I by jus 1 min... Like wad e hell.. then i went home... mom kept naggin me so i went to gardens... barely 30mins there i saw nat.. GLAD she walked away it was either her or me... i thought that was the end to my misery but no... JENNIFER came down but nvm i jus sat there at ban heng opp without lookin at her... then she went to coffee bean... It was too hot at ban heng opp so i went to coffee bean too.. I could somehow tolerate her precense... jus barely but i managed to do it... i mean she has no stupidity and affection aura like some ppl... gettin close alreadi but not yet... so like anyways i was there say maybe another 30mins when NAT came... tt was like the last straw.. took up my bag and left with ben n shaun to shaun's house.

Had some fun playin flame of recca on the PS2... then went with gerard to the bus stop to go home and grab some stuff.. guess who i saw now? JONA... givin me the black face... I'm tellin you now... ignorin me is fine... the feelin is mutual... give me that black face one more time n i'll punch your nose in... i swear to god.. I can't whack the gals but u jus have to piss me off a liddle and you'll have it. I've not talked to them for a week alreadi n i'm still cool with it... HA wads a whole lifetime? *shrugs* no big deal... i don't give a flying fuck if you've got the protection of bigger and more influencial ppl... tt don't scare me... Some might even say "but they're older than you shouldn't you respect them?" I'm tellin you straight in the face tt i'll never respect anyone of you jokes! Since you all are so close and stuff y not go fuck each other... tt's wad jona wants right? to fuck jen? n err... nat since u like attention so much... hmm u could jus play dead or even better you could jus die and problem would be solved you'll get attention once a year...

*looks up* gee... tt was not really nice of me... (should have put in more vicious stuff) but nvm i've worked out my rage alreadi... And nobody can scold me for backstabbin cuz i'm sayin their names in PRINT not talkin behind their back... I'm sick of this shit... Look closely NAT JONA n JENNIFER.. i'm not talkin behind your backs yea? and if other ppl wanna join in too i wouldn't mind... seriously.

7:21 AM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

hey hey! jus came back home... *whew* long day.. but it had its uses. Hmm i ponned c programming today.. the lecturer seriously sucks and i dunno jack bout it anymore.. it's jus become too complicated for me.. and shahrul and I (keep in mind tt we're both slackers) have to do a proj on it together.. we're gonna fail.. *shakes head* and i didn't noe internet application also had a liddle bit of c programming to it.. wa i was damn angry la today durin the html class when the lecturer asked us to input wad we learnt durin c programming into the html task we were doing.. "what have we learnt?" haha.

Well, besides that.. i think i'm seriously drifting apart from the people i once called friends. Not that it really matters to me.. startin to get close to shaun n benedict.. haha we were sitting at ban heng coffee shop jus now... like in the late evening talkin cock.. then shaun came up with this really cool plan of visiting the 7 wonders of the world.. like every year 1 wonder of the world. I found this quite cool... besides the money part la.. haha so it got us into a long discussion on where to go this year... hmm most probably we'll be going to perth.. i wanna go Sydney though. We'll finalise something by tml and try to find ways and means of gettin money by the end of the year... Jared has to save like mad, Benedict will most probably get money from his parents, Melvin has to borrow from his dad, Shaun will just need to breathe the fresh air n he'll get money, Gerard has to steal and i most probably will need to save and sell my ass.. haha... but all the money will be worth it once we have our vacation.. Seriously the thought of it alreadi puts a grin on my face... So the options to go now would be Perth, Sydney, China, India (lol), Bankok or Malaysia...

*grinz* i think any of those places would be fun... but i think the taj mahal would be the last on my list... i mean this is the first time we'll be travelling alone together... with no parents to hound our asses if we go to clubs and stuff liddat. We can go where we damn well please and everything. I'm gonna have a nice dream bout travelling tonight.. haven't travelled in a long time too... *sighs*

11:47 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

*smacks head* damn i couldn't wake up today... which means that i didn't go to sch again... couldn't really slp much last night. Tossing and turning, thinking of stuff... haha i think Avia won't be too hapi when she hears this but nvm... sori mad! So like i got the music thing to work properly last night... with the help of Joyce.. i muz give her credit. *nods* hope you all like the song! haha it's a nice song.. i kinda like it alot. [11.28a.m]

Jus came back... wa super tired ballez! My day was packed full of activities.. k let's see met shaun in the afternoon and went to gardens to slack for a couple of mins to wait for benedict haha then we headed down to the bowling alley to bowl.. *duh* really sucked today.. dunno wad i did wrong.. need gerard around to spot the mistakes i made... nvm i'm gonna join the poly bowling club with wei qi then hopefully i'll improve.. *nods enthusiastically* kk anyways aft bowling we went to play pool at this ulu pool place jus above the bowling alley.. seriously nobody goes there and it gives one the collywobbles jus lookin at it... no matter, we jus stayed there for like half an hour and then went to shaun's house to play mahjong.. My luck wasn't too shabby today.. i mean like i went to shaun's house without any money then came out with 6.50... nah make it 3.50 cuz i gave benedict 3.. for kicks. haha.. then thereafter, we trooped down to serangoon central to play soccer.. when i say we i mean.. kenneth, chng, siyi, anthony, his gf, his gf's fren, shaun, ben and me. Played until super shagged.. kk so anyways i'm gonna go get some slp now.. don't wanna miss class again tml. *yawns* and i don't want avia houndin me with a slipper or anythin.

8:09 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Good morning!! listening to Ohio (Come back to texas) by bowling for soup nice song sia... lucky i have this streamload account or else there won't be music for shahrul and me. Talkin to melvin online too.. i think he might have the solution to fix the music player or smth. *yawns* seriously no mood to come to class today but don't wanna get debarred.. the weather is so nice to take a long nap... zzZz! Dunno wad i'm gonna do later also... slack around i guess... as usual. Think shaun wants to play d.o.t.a again.. *shrugs* [9.01a.m] Oh and sabrina ain't in school today no wonder it's so quiet.. which is a good thing.. don't like showoffs.

Jus 7 more days to go... till i'll become officially 17.. but i don't really seem excited. I guess it's cuz i noe it's gonna be super boring and all... especially since i'm not close to the group anymore.. Well out with the old and in with the new... i feel that i was a happier guy when our group was small and we had so much fun together... but after all the new people joined in, alot of fuck shit jus sprang up and oh well.. *poof* there goes 2 yrs worth of frenship? *shrugs* can't be bothered alreadi... I'm jus gonna go watch a movie or smth on my bdae i guess.. gals... it's always gals... but as they saying goes "you can't live with them and yet you cannot live without them"
how true...

Oh n by the way i'm sure you should have noticed that the song's ok alreadi haha managed one song only... n it still is givin me probs... *pissed* i'll get it fixed soon.. no worries!

10:06 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

*yawns* didn't go to sch today.. woke up at like 10.20?? when school ends at 12... haha so gave myself a self declared holiday... AGAIN. I'm seriously gonna get another warning letter soon... hmm don't wanna get debarred from "internet applications" it seems pretty stupid... heh... anyways gonna go play lan now... chow now brown cow! (1.08p.m)

K i'm back and it's 10.00pm alreadi... Super cold day... lucky i brought my jacket to the lan shop or i'd be a popsicle by now.. oh n i improved in d.o.t.a i think haha at least i ain't dying so blardie often. Played with shaun, benedict, chng, kenneth, toklet, pravin and raj. Had a fun game... Melvin and Gerard were at Braddle... studyin. Guess "she" was there... *shrugs* big cause of alot of trouble... well wadeva makes "her" and her "best fren" hapi like i said. Can't be bothered with them alreadi... cept melvin and gerard... they're my closest frenz not gonna let no assholes turn them against me. If you want attention go get it somewhere else, i've more than enough ppl turning against me.. for wadeva reasons.

My classmate said that if i don't go for my thinkin skills module jus one more time, the teacher's gonna chuck me outta class... haha i think he's pissed off alreadi... better not push my luck. Didn't go 4 times alreadi. I mean come on! It's jus thinkin skills... haha as if i need lessons in thinkin... hmm maybe Jared needs it. *grinz* i'm kiddin la.

10:05 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

I bought the book! Nothing could make me happier.... bought it yesterday with benedict. Kinda read the whole book alreadi... barely just finished a couple of hours ago. Didn't even go out.. *grinz* actually i wanted to go to melvin's house but then marcel told me jen, nat n jona were there.. so like i don't wanna assiociate myself with such company.. resultin in me stayin at home but nvm, the new book's really exciting, Rowling's an extremely good writer. She makes Harry Potter and the Half Blood prince veri exciting n thrilling for the reader... furthermore, in this 6th book of hers, she makes the plot more adult themed (i guess it's also cuz Harry's growing up but seriously, this ain't for kids no more..) Woo hoo! But damn sad also la.... dumbledore died... Could feel the sadness when i read it la. Wonder when Rowling's gonna start on her next book... i think it'll be comin out in 2 years or smth. Gotta go and get back my Harry Potter books from my cousin in tanah merah.. and my vandread anime too. They've had it for almost a freaking year. N this "quit smokin" phase which i'm goin through is tough... dunno how the hell i'm gonna do it.

Oh n for the record, Tsubasa fans out there! ep 15 is out... jus downloaded it.. nice sia.

5:48 PM